dechartre came to the carriage to salute the two travellers. separated from him, therese felt what he was to her: he had given to her a new taste of life, delicious and so vivid, so real, that she felt it on her lips. she lived under a charm in the dream of seeing him again, and was surprised when madame marmet, along the journey, said: “i think we are passing the frontier,” or “rose-bushes are in bloom by the seaside.” she was joyful when, after a night at the hotel in marseilles, she saw the gray olive-trees in the stony fields, then the mulberry-trees and the distant profile of mount pilate, and the rhone, and lyons, and then the familiar landscapes, the trees raising their summits into bouquets clothed in tender green, and the lines of poplars beside the rivers. she enjoyed the plenitude of the hours she lived and the astonishment of profound joys. and it was with the smile of a sleeper suddenly awakened that, at the station in paris, in the light of the station, she greeted her husband, who was glad to see her. when she kissed madame marmet, she told her that she thanked her with all her heart. and truly she was grateful to all things, like m. choulette’s st. francis.

in the coupe, which followed the quays in the luminous dust of the setting sun, she listened without impatience to her husband confiding to her his successes as an orator, the intentions of his parliamentary groups, his projects, his hopes, and the necessity to give two or three political dinners. she closed her eyes in order to think better. she said to herself: “i shall have a letter to-morrow, and shall see him again within eight days.” when the coupe passed on the bridge, she looked at the water, which seemed to roll flames; at the smoky arches; at the rows of trees; at the heads of the chestnut-trees in bloom on the cours-la-reine; all these familiar aspects seemed to be clothed for her in novel magnificence. it seemed to her that her love had given a new color to the universe. and she asked herself whether the trees and the stones recognized her. she was thinking; “how is it that my silence, my eyes, and heaven and earth do not tell my dear secret?”

m. martin-belleme, thinking she was a little tired, advised her to rest. and at night, closeted in her room, in the silence wherein she heard the palpitations of her heart, she wrote to the absent one a letter full of these words, which are similar to flowers in their perpetual novelty: “i love you. i am waiting for you. i am happy. i feel you are near me. there is nobody except you and me in the world. i see from my window a blue star which trembles, and i look at it, thinking that you see it in florence. i have put on my table the little red lily spoon. come! come!” and she found thus, fresh in her mind, the eternal sensations and images.

for a week she lived an inward life, feeling within her the soft warmth which remained of the days passed in the via alfieri, breathing the kisses which she had received, and loving herself for being loved. she took delicate care and displayed attentive taste in new gowns. it was to herself, too, that she was pleasing. madly anxious when there was nothing for her at the postoffice, trembling and joyful when she received through the small window a letter wherein she recognized the large handwriting of her beloved, she devoured her reminiscences, her desires, and her hopes. thus the hours passed quickly.

the morning of the day when he was to arrive seemed to her to be odiously long. she was at the station before the train arrived. a delay had been signalled. it weighed heavily upon her. optimist in her projects, and placing by force, like her father, faith on the side of her will, that delay which she had not foreseen seemed to her to be treason. the gray light, which the three-quarters of an hour filtered through the window-panes of the station, fell on her like the rays of an immense hour-glass which measured for her the minutes of happiness lost. she was lamenting her fate, when, in the red light of the sun, she saw the locomotive of the express stop, monstrous and docile, on the quay, and, in the crowd of travellers coming out of the carriages, jacques approached her. he was looking at her with that sort of sombre and violent joy which she had often observed in him. he said:

“at last, here you are. i feared to die before seeing you again. you do not know, i did not know myself, what torture it is to live a week away from you. i have returned to the little pavilion of the via alfieri. in the room you know, in front of the old pastel, i have wept for love and rage.”

she looked at him tenderly.

“and i, do you not think that i called you, that i wanted you, that when alone i extended my arms toward you? i had hidden your letters in the chiffonier where my jewels are. i read them at night: it was delicious, but it was imprudent. your letters were yourself — too much and not enough.”

they traversed the court where fiacres rolled away loaded with boxes. she asked whether they were to take a carriage.

he made no answer. he seemed not to hear. she said:

“i went to see your house; i did not dare go in. i looked through the grille and saw windows hidden in rose-bushes in the rear of a yard, behind a tree, and i said: ‘it is there!’ i never have been so moved.”

he was not listening to her nor looking at her. he walked quickly with her along the paved street, and through a narrow stairway reached a deserted street near the station. there, between wood and coal yards, was a hotel with a restaurant on the first floor and tables on the sidewalk. under the painted sign were white curtains at the windows. dechartre stopped before the small door and pushed therese into the obscure alley. she asked:

“where are you leading me? what is the time? i must be home at half-past seven. we are mad.”

when they left the house, she said:

“jacques, my darling, we are too happy; we are robbing life.”