albine was seated on a patch of grass a few paces away from the wall. she sprang up as she caught sight of serge.

'ah! you have come!' she cried, trembling from head to foot.

'yes,' he answered calmly, 'i have come.'

she flung herself upon his neck, but she did not kiss him. to her bare arms the beads of his neckband seemed very cold. she scrutinised him, already feeling uneasy, and resuming:

'what is the matter with you? why don't you kiss my cheeks as you used to do? oh! if you are ill, i will cure you once again. now that you are here, all our old happiness will return. there will be no more wretchedness. . . . see! i am smiling. you must smile, too, serge.'

but his face remained grave.

'i have been troubled, too,' she went on. 'i am still quite pale, am i not? for a whole week i have been living on that patch of grass, where you found me. i wanted one thing only, to see you coming back through the breach in the wall. at every sound i sprang up and rushed to meet you. but, alas! it was not you i heard. it was only the leaves rustling in the wind. but i was sure that you would come. i should have waited for you for years.'

then she asked him:

'do you still love me?'

'yes,' he answered, 'i love you still.'

they stood looking at each other, feeling rather ill at ease. and deep silence fell between them. serge, who evinced perfect calmness, did not attempt to break it. albine twice opened her mouth to speak, but closed it immediately, surprised at the words that rose to her lips. she could summon up nothing but expressions tinged with bitterness. she felt tears welling into her eyes. what could be the matter with her that she did not feel happy now that her love had come back?

'listen to me,' she said at last. 'we must not stay here. it is that hole that freezes us! let us go back to our old home. give me your hand.'

they plunged into the depths of the paradou. autumn was fast approaching, and the trees seemed anxious as they stood there with their yellowing crests from which the leaves were falling one by one. the paths were already littered with dead foliage soaked with moisture, which gave out a sound as of sighing beneath one's tread. and away beyond the lawns misty vapour ascended, throwing a mourning veil over the blue distance. and the whole garden was wrapped in silence, broken only by some sorrowful moans that sounded quiveringly.

serge began to shiver beneath the avenue of tall trees, along which they were walking.

'how cold it is here!' said he in an undertone.

'you are cold indeed,' murmured albine, sadly. 'my hand is no longer able to warm you. shall i wrap you round with part of my dress? come, all our love will now be born afresh.'

she led him to the parterre, the flower-garden. the great thicket-like rosary was still fragrant with perfume, but there was a tinge of bitterness in the scent of the surviving blossoms, and their foliage, which had expanded in wild profusion, lay strewn upon the ground. serge displayed such unwillingness to enter the tangled jungle, that they lingered on its borders, trying to detect in the distance the paths along which they had passed in the spring-time. albine recollected every little nook. she pointed to the grotto where the marble woman lay sleeping; to the hanging screens of honeysuckle and clematis; the fields of violets; the fountain that spurted out crimson carnations; the steps down which flowed golden gilliflowers; the ruined colonnade, in the midst of which the lilies were rearing a snowy pavilion. it was there that they had been born again beneath the sunlight. and she recapitulated every detail of that first day together, how they had walked, and how fragrant had been the air beneath the cool shade. serge seemed to be listening, but he suddenly asked a question which showed that he had not understood her. the slight shiver which made his face turn pale never left him.

then she led him towards the orchard, but they could not reach it. the stream was too much swollen. serge no longer thought of taking albine upon his back and lightly bounding across with her to the other side. yet there the apple-trees and the pear-trees were still laden with fruit, and the vines, now with scantier foliage, bent beneath the weight of their gleaming clusters, each grape freckled by the sun's caress. ah! how they had gambolled beneath the appetising shade of those ancient trees! what merry children had they then been! albine smiled as she thought of how she had clambered up into the cherry-tree that had broken down beneath her. he, serge, must at least remember what a quantity of plums they had eaten. he only answered by a nod. he already seemed quite weary. the orchard, with its green depths and chaos of mossy trunks, disquieted him and suggested to his mind some dark, dank spot, teeming with snakes and nettles.

then she led him to the meadow-lands, where he had to take a few steps amongst the grass. it reached to his shoulders now, and seemed to him like a swarm of clinging arms that tried to bind his limbs and pull him down and drown him beneath an endless sea of greenery. he begged albine to go no further. she was walking on in front, and at first she did not stop; but when she saw how distressed he appeared, she halted and came back and stood beside him. she also was growing gradually more low-spirited, and at last she shuddered like himself. still she went on talking. with a sweeping gesture she pointed out to him the streams, the rows of willows, the grassy expanse stretching far away towards the horizon. all that had formerly been theirs. for whole days they had lived there. over yonder, between those three willows by the water's edge, they had played at being lovers. and they would then have been delighted if the grass had been taller than themselves so that they might have lost themselves in its depths, and have been the more secluded, like larks nesting at the bottom of a field of corn. why, then, did he tremble so to-day, when the tip of his foot just sank into the grass?

then she led him to the forest. but the huge trees seemed to inspire serge with still greater dread. he did not know them again, so sternly solemn seemed their bare black trunks. here, more than anywhere else, amidst those austere columns, through which the light now freely streamed, the past seemed quite dead. the first rains had washed the traces of their footsteps from the sandy paths, the winds had swept every other lingering memorial into the underbrush. but albine, with grief at her throat, shot out a protesting glance. she could still plainly see their lightest footprints on the sandy gravel, and, as they passed each bush, the warmth with which they had once brushed against it surged to her cheeks. with eyes full of soft entreaty, she still strove to awaken serge's memory. it was along that path that they had walked in silence, full of emotion, but as yet not daring to confess that they loved one another. it was in that clearing that they had lingered one evening till very late watching the stars, which had rained upon them like golden drops of warmth. farther, beneath that oak they had exchanged their first kiss. its fragrance still clung to the tree, and the very moss still remembered it. it was false to say that the forest had become voiceless and bare.

serge, however, turned away his head, that he might escape the gaze of albine's eyes, which oppressed him.

then she led him to the great rocks. there, perhaps, he would no longer shudder with that appearance of debility which so distressed her. at that hour the rocks were still warm with the red glow of the setting sun. they still wore an aspect of tragic passion, with their hot ledges of stone whereon the fleshy plants writhed monstrously. without speaking a word, without even turning her head, albine led serge up the rough ascent, wishing to take him ever higher and higher, far up beyond the springs, till they should emerge into the full light on the summit. they would there see the cedar, beneath whose shade they had first felt the thrill of desire, and there amidst the glowing stones they would assuredly find passion once more. but serge soon began to stumble pitiably. he could walk no further. he fell a first time on his knees. albine, by a mighty effort, raised him and for a moment carried him along, but afterwards he fell again, and remained, quite overcome, on the ground. in front of him, beneath him, spread the vast paradou.

'you have lied!' cried albine. 'you love me no longer!'

she burst into tears as she stood there by his side, feeling that she could not carry him any higher. there was no sign of anger in her now. she was simply weeping over their dying love. serge lay dazed and stupefied.

'the garden is all dead. i feel so very cold,' he murmured. but she took his head between her hands, and showed him the paradou.

'look at it! ah! it is your eyes that are dead; your ears and your limbs and your whole body. you have passed by all the scenes of our happiness without seeing them or hearing them or feeling their presence. you have done nothing but slip and stumble, and now you have fallen down here in sheer weariness and boredom. . . . you love me no more.'

he protested, but in a gentle, quiet fashion. then, for the first time, she spoke out passionately.

'be quiet! as if the garden could ever die! it will sleep for the winter, but it will wake up again in may, and will restore to us all the love we have entrusted to its keeping. our kisses will blossom again amongst the flower-beds, and our vows will bud again with the trees and plants. if you could only see it and understand it, you would know that it throbs with even deeper passion, and loves even more absorbingly at this autumn-time, when it falls asleep in its fruitfulness. . . . but you love me no more, and so you can no longer understand.'

he raised his eyes to her as if begging her not to be angry. his face was pinched and pale with an expression of childish fear. the sound of her voice made him tremble. he ended by persuading her to rest a little while by his side. they could talk quietly and discuss matters. then, with the paradou spreading out in front of them, they began to speak of their love, but without even touching one another's fingers.

'i love you; indeed i love you,' said serge, in his calm, quiet voice. 'if i did not love you, i should not be here: i should not have come. i am very weary, it is true. i don't know why. i thought i should find that pleasant warmth again, of which the mere memory was so delightful. but i am cold, the garden seems quite black. i cannot see anything of what i left here. but it is not my fault. i am trying hard to be as you would wish me and to please you.'

'you love me no longer!' albine repeated once more.

'yes, i do love you. i suffered grievously the other day after i had driven you away. . . . oh! i loved you with such passion that, had you come back and thrown yourself in my arms, i should almost have crushed you to death. . . . and for hours your image remained present before me. when i shut my eyes, you gleamed out with all the brightness of the sun and threw a flame around me. . . . then i trampled down every obstacle, and came here.'

he remained silent for a moment, as if in thought. then he spoke again:

'and now my arms feel as though they were broken. if i tried to clasp you, i could not hold you; i should let you fall. . . . wait till this shudder has passed away. give me your hands, and let me kiss them again. be gentle and do not look at me with such angry eyes. help me to find my heart again.'

he spoke with such genuine sadness, such evident longing to begin the past anew, that albine was touched. for a moment all her wonted gentleness returned to her, and she questioned him anxiously:

'what is the matter with you? what makes you so ill?'

'i do not know. it is as though all my blood had left my veins. just now, as i was coming here, i felt as if some one had flung a robe of ice around my shoulders, which turned me into stone from head to foot. . . . i have felt it before, but where i don't remember.'

she interrupted him with a kindly laugh.

'you are a child. you have caught cold, that's all. at any rate, it is not i that you are afraid of, is it? we won't stop in the garden during the winter, like a couple of wild things. we will go wherever you like, to some big town. we can love each other there, amongst all the people, as quietly as amongst the trees. you will see that i can be something else than a wilding, for ever bird's-nesting and tramping about for hours. when i was a little girl, i used to wear embroidered skirts and fine stockings and laces and all kinds of finery. i dare say you never heard of that.'

he was not listening to her. he suddenly gave vent to a little cry, and said: 'ah! now i recollect!'

she asked him what he meant, but he would not answer her. he had just remembered the feeling he had long ago experienced in the chapel of the seminary. that was the icy robe enwrapping his shoulders and turning him to stone. and then his life as a priest took complete possession of his thoughts. the vague recollections which had haunted him as he walked from les artaud to the paradou became more and more distinct and assumed complete mastery over him. while albine talked on of the happy life that they would lead together, he heard the tinkling of the sanctuary bell that signalled the elevation of the host, and he saw the monstrance trace gleaming crosses over the heads of kneeling multitudes.

'and for your sake,' albine was saying, 'i will put on my broidered skirts again. . . . i want you to be bright and gay. we will try to find something to make you lively. perhaps you will love me better when you see me looking beautiful and prettily dressed, like a fine lady. i will wear my comb properly and won't let my hair fall wildly about my neck any more. and i won't roll my sleeves up over my elbows; i will fasten my dress so as to hide my shoulders. i still know how to bow and how to walk along quite properly. yes, i will make you a nice little wife, as i walk through the streets leaning on your arm.'

'did you ever go to church when you were a little girl?' he asked her in an undertone, as if, in spite of himself, he were continuing aloud the reverie which prevented him from hearing her. 'i could never pass a church without entering it. as soon as the door closed silently behind me, i felt as though i were in paradise itself, with the angels whispering stories of love in my ears and the saints caressing me with their breath. ah! i would have liked to live there for ever, in that absorbing beatitude.'

she looked at him with steady eyes, a passing blaze kindling in her loving glance. nevertheless, submissive still, she answered:

'i will do as you may fancy. i learned music once. i was quite a clever young lady and was taught all the accomplishments. i will go back to school and start music again. if there is any tune you would like to hear me play, you will only have to tell me, and i will practise it for months and months, so as to play it to you some evening in our own home when we are by ourselves in some snug little room, with the curtains closely drawn. and you will pay me with just one kiss, won't you? a kiss right on the lips, which will awaken all your love again!'

'yes, yes,' he murmured, answering his own thoughts only; 'my great pleasure at first was to light the candles, prepare the cruets, and carry the missal. then, afterwards, i was filled with bliss at the approach of god, and felt as though i could die of sheer love. those are my only recollections. i know of nothing else. when i raise my hand, it is to give a benediction. when my lips protrude it is to kiss the altar. if i look for my heart, i can no longer find it. i have offered it to god, and he has taken it.'

albine grew very pale and her eyes gleamed like fire. in a quivering voice she resumed:

'i should not like my little girl to leave me. you can send the boy to college, if you wish, but the little girl must always keep with me. i myself will teach her to read. oh! i shall remember everything, and if indeed there be anything that i find i have forgotten, i will have masters to teach me. . . . yes, we will keep our dear little ones always about our knees. you will be happy so, won't you? speak to me; tell me that you will then feel warm again, and will smile, and feel no regrets for anything you have left behind.'

but serge continued:

'i have often thought of the stone-saints that have been censed in their niches for centuries past. they must have become quite saturated with incense; and i am like one of them. i have the fragrance of incense in the inmost parts of my being. it is that embalmment that gives me serenity, deathlike tranquillity of body, and the peace which i enjoy in no longer living. . . . ah! may nothing ever disturb my quiescence! may i ever remain cold and rigid, with a ceaseless smile on my granite lips, incapable of descending among men! that is my one, my only desire!'

at this albine sprang to her feet, exasperated, threatening. she shook serge and cried:

'what are you saying? what is it you are dreaming aloud? am i not your wife? haven't you come here to be my husband?'

he recoiled, trembling yet more violently.

'no! leave me! i am afraid!' he faltered.

'but our life together, our happiness, the children we shall have?'

'no, no; i am afraid.' and he broke out into a supreme cry: 'i cannot! i cannot!'

for a moment albine remained silent, gazing at the unhappy man who lay shivering at her feet. her face flared. she opened her arms as if to seize him and strain him to her breast with wild angry passion. but another idea came to her, and she merely took him by the hand and raised him to his feet.

'come!' said she.

she led him away to that giant tree, to the very spot where their love had reigned supreme. there was the same bliss-inspiring shade, there was the same trunk as of yore, the same branches spreading far around, like sheltering and protecting arms. the tree still towered aloft, kindly, robust, powerful, and fertile. as on the day of their nuptials, languorous warmth, the glimmer of a summer's night fading on the bare shoulder of some fair girl, a sob of love dying away into passionate silence, lingered about the clearing as it lay there bathed in dim green light. and, in the distance, the paradou, in spite of the first chills of autumn, sighed once more with passion, again becoming love's accomplice. from the parterre, from the orchard, from the meadow-lands, from the forest, from the great rocks, from the spreading heavens, came back a ripple of voluptuous joy. never had the garden, even on the warmest evenings of spring-time, shown such deep tenderness as now, on this fair autumn evening, when the plants and trees seemed to be bidding one another goodnight ere they sank to sleep. and the scent of ripened germs wafted the intoxication of desire athwart the scanty leaves.

'do you hear? do you hear?' faltered albine in serge's ear, when she had let him slip upon the grass at the foot of the tree.

serge was weeping.

'you see that the paradou is not dead,' she added. 'it is crying out to us to love each other. it still desires our union. oh, do remember! clasp me to your heart!'

serge still wept.

albine said nothing more. she flung her arms around him; she pressed her warm lips to his corpse-like face; but tears were still his only answer.

then, after a long silence, albine spoke. she stood erect, full of contempt and determination.

'away with you! go!' she said, in a low voice.

serge rose with difficulty. he picked up his breviary, which had fallen upon the grass. and he walked away.

'away with you! go!' repeated albine, in louder tones, as she followed and drove him before her.

thus she urged him on from bush to bush till she had driven him back to the breach in the wall, in the midst of the stern-looking trees. and there, as she saw serge hesitate, with lowered head she cried out violently:

'away with you go!'

and slowly she herself went back into the paradou, without even turning her head. night was fast falling, and the garden was but a huge bier of shadows.