sunday, may 2, 1943

the attitude of the annex residents toward the war

mr. van daan. in the opinion of us all, this revered gentleman has great insight into politics. nevertheless, he predicts we'll have to stay here until the end of '43. that's a very long time, and yet it's possible to hold out until then. but who can assure us that this war, which has caused nothing but pain and sorrow, will then be over? and that nothing will have happened to us and our helpers long before that time? no one! that's why each and every day is filled with tension. expectation and hope generate tension, as does fear -- for example, when we hear a noise inside or outside the house, when the guns go off or when we read new "proclamations" in the paper, since we're afraid our helpers might be forced to go into hiding themselves sometime. these days everyone is talking about having to hide. we don't know how many people are actually in hiding; of course, the number is relatively small compared to the general population, but later on we'll no doubt be astonished at how many good people in holland were willing to take jews and christians, with or without money, into their homes. there're also an unbelievable number of people with false identity papers.

mrs. van daan. when this beautiful damsel (by her own account) heard that it was getting easier these days to obtain false ids, she immediately proposed that we each have one made. as if there were nothing to it, as if father and mr. van daan were made of money.

mrs. van daan is always sating the most ridiculous things, and her putti is often exasperated. but that's not surprising, because one day kerli announces, "when this is allover, i'm going to have myself baptized"; and the next, "as long as i can remember, i've wanted to go to jerusalem. i only feel at home with other jews!"

pim is a big optimist, but he always has his reasons.

mr. dussel makes up everything as he goes along, and anyone wishing to contradict his majesty had better think twice. in alfred dussel's home his word is law, but that doesn't suit anne frank in the least.

what the other members of the annex family think about the war doesn't matter. when it comes to politics, these four are the only ones who count. actually, only two of them do, but madame van daan and dussel include themselves as well.