the wedding was over. hosmer and fanny had been married in the small library of their unitarian minister whom they had found intent upon the shaping of his sunday sermon.

out of deference, he had been briefly told the outward circumstances of the case, which he knew already; for these two had been formerly members of his congregation, and gossip had not been reluctant in telling their story. hosmer, of course, had drifted away from his knowledge, and in late years, he had seen little of fanny, who when moved to attend church at all usually went to the redemptorist’s rock church with her friend belle worthington. this lady was a good catholic to the necessary extent of hearing a mass on sundays, abstaining from meat on fridays and ember days, and making her “easters.” which concessions were not without their attendant discomforts, counterbalanced, however, by the soothing assurance which they gave her of keeping on the safe side.

the minister had been much impressed with the significance of this re-marriage which he was called upon to perform, and had offered some few and well chosen expressions of salutary advice as to its future guidance. the sexton and housekeeper had been called in as witnesses. then hosmer had taken fanny back home in a cab as she requested, because of her eyes that were red and swollen.

inside the little hall-way he took her in his arms and kissed her, calling her “my child.” he could not have told why, except that it expressed the responsibility he accepted of bearing all things that a father must bear from the child to whom he has given life.

“i should like to go out for an hour, fanny; but if you would rather not, i shall stay.”

“no, david, i want to be alone,” she said, turning into the little parlor, with eyes big and heavy from weariness and inward clashing emotions.

along the length of lindell avenue from grand avenue west to forest park, reaches for two miles on either side of the wide and well kept gravel drive a smooth stone walk, bordered its full extent with a double row of trees which were young and still uncertain, when hosmer walked between them.

had it been sunday, he would have found himself making one of a fashionable throng of promenaders; it being at that time a fad with society people to walk to forest park and back of a sunday afternoon. driving was then considered a respectable diversion only on the six work days of the week.

but it was not sunday and this inviting promenade was almost deserted. an occasional laborer would walk clumsily by; apathetic; swinging his tin bucket and bearing some implement of toil with the yellow clay yet clinging to it. or it might be a brace of strong-minded girls walking with long and springing stride, which was then fashionable; looking not to the right nor left; indulging in no exchange of friendly and girlish chatter, but grimly intent upon the purpose of their walk.

a steady line of vehicles was pushing on towards the park at the moderate speed which the law required. on both sides the wide boulevard tasteful dwellings, many completed, but most of them in course of construction, were in constant view. hosmer noted every thing, but absently; and yet he was not pre-occupied with thought. he felt himself to be hurrying away from something that was fast overtaking him, and his faculties for the moment were centered in the mere act of motion. it is said that motion is pleasurable to man. no doubt, in connection with a healthy body and free mind, movement brings to the normal human being a certain degree of enjoyment. but where the healthful conditions are only physical, rapid motion changes from a source of pleasure to one of mere expediency.

so long as hosmer could walk he kept a certain pressing consciousness at bay. he would have liked to run if he had dared. since he had entered the park there were constant trains of cars speeding somewhere overhead; he could hear them at near intervals clashing over the stone bridge. and there was not a train which passed that he did not long to be at the front of it to measure and let out its speed. what a mad flight he would have given it, to make men hold their breath with terror! how he would have driven it till its end was death and chaos!-so much the better.

there suddenly formed in hosmer’s mind a sentence-sharp and distinct. we are all conscious of such quick mental visions whether of words or pictures, coming sometimes from a hidden and untraceable source, making us quiver with awe at this mysterious power of mind manifesting itself with the vividness of visible matter.

“it was the act of a coward.”

those were the words which checked him, and forbade him to go farther: which compelled him to turn about and face the reality of his convictions.

it is no unusual sight, that of a man lying full length in the soft tender grass of some retired spot of forest park-with his face hidden in his folded arms. to the few who may see him, if they speculate at all about him he sleeps or he rests his body after a day’s fatigue. “am i never to be the brave man?” thought hosmer, “always the coward, flying even from my own thoughts?”

how hard to him was this unaccustomed task of dealing with moral difficulties, which all through his life before, however lightly they had come, he had shirked and avoided! he realized now, that there was to be no more of that. if he did not wish his life to end in disgraceful shipwreck, he must take command and direction of it upon himself.

he had felt himself capable of stolid endurance since love had declared itself his guide and helper. but now-only to-day-something beside had crept into his heart. not something to be endured, but a thing to be strangled and thrust away. it was the demon of hate; so new, so awful, so loathsome, he doubted that he could look it in the face and live.

here was the problem of his new existence.

the woman who had formerly made his life colorless and empty he had quietly turned his back upon, carrying with him a pity that was not untender. but the woman who had unwittingly robbed him of all possibility of earthly happiness-he hated her. the woman who for the remainder of a life-time was to be in all the world the nearest thing to him, he hated her. he hated this woman of whom he must be careful, to whom he must be tender, and loyal and generous. and to give no sign or word but of kindness; to do no action that was not considerate, was the task which destiny had thrust upon his honor.

he did not ask himself if it were possible of accomplishment. he had flung hesitancy away, to make room for the all-powerful “must be.”

he walked slowly back to his home. there was no need to run now; nothing pursued him. should he quicken his pace or drag himself ever so slowly, it could henceforth make no difference. the burden from which he had fled was now banded upon him and not to be loosed, unless he fling himself with it into forgetfulness.