sir henry vardon, k.c.b., electrician to the admiralty, whose title, as everybody knows, was gazetted some six weeks since, is at this moment the youngest living member of the british knighthood. he is now only just thirty, and he has obtained his present high distinction by those remarkable inventions of his in the matter of electrical signalling and lighthouse arrangements which have been so much talked about in nature this year, and which gained him the gold medal of the royal society in 1881. lady vardon is one of the youngest and prettiest hostesses in london, and if you would care to hear the history of their courtship here it is.
when harry vardon left oxford, only seven years ago, none of his friends could imagine what he meant by throwing up all his chances of university success. the son of a poor country parson in devonshire, who had strained his little income to the uttermost to send him to college, vardon of magdalen had done credit to his father and himself in all the schools. he gained the best demyship of his year; got a first in classical mods.; and then unaccountably took to reading science, in which he carried everything before him. at the end of his four years, he walked into a scientific fellowship at balliol as a matter of course; and then, after twelve months' residence, he suddenly surprised the world of oxford by accepting a tutorship to the young earl of surrey,[pg 101] at that time, as you doubtless remember, a minor, aged about sixteen.
but harry vardon had good reasons of his own for taking this tutorship. six months after he became a fellow of balliol, the old vicar had died unexpectedly, leaving his only other child, edith, alone and unprovided for, as was indeed natural; for the expenses of harry's college life had quite eaten up the meagre savings of twenty years at little hinton. in order to provide a home for edith, it was necessary that harry should find something or other to do which would bring in an immediate income. school-mastering, that refuge of the destitute graduate, was not much to his mind; and so when the senior tutor of boniface wrote a little note to ask whether he would care to accept the charge of a cub nobleman, as he disrespectfully phrased it, harry jumped at the offer, and took the proposed salary of 400l. a year with the greatest alacrity. that would far more than suffice for all edith's simple needs, and he himself could live upon the proceeds of his fellowship, besides finding time to continue his electrical researches. for i will not disguise the fact that harry only accepted the cub nobleman as a stop-gap, and that he meant even then to make his fortune in the end by those splendid electrical discoveries which will undoubtedly immortalize his name in future ages.
it was summer term when the appointment was made; and the surrey people (who were poor for their station) had just gone down to colyford abbey, the family seat, in the valley of the axe near seaton. you have visited the house, i dare say—open to visitors every tuesday, when the family is absent—a fine somewhat modernized mansion, with some good perpendicular work about it still, in spite of the havoc wrought in it by inigo jones, who converted the chapel and refectory of the old cistercians into a banqueting-hall and ballroom for the first lord[pg 102] surrey of the present creation. it was lovely weather when harry vardon went down there; and the abbey, and the terrace, and the park, and the beautiful valley beyond were looking their very best. harry fell in love with the view at once, and almost fell in love with the inmates too at the first glance.
lady surrey, the mother, was sitting on a garden seat in front of the house as the carriage which met him at colyford station drove up to the door. she was much younger and more beautiful than harry had at all expected. he had pictured the dowager to himself as a stately old lady of sixty, with white hair and a grand manner; instead of which he found himself face to face with a well-preserved beauty of something less than forty, not above medium height, and still strikingly pretty in a round-faced, mature, but very delicate fashion. she had wavy chestnut hair, regular features, an exquisite set of pearly teeth, full cheeks whose natural roses were perhaps just a trifle increased by not wholly ungraceful art, and above all a lovely complexion quite unspoilt as yet by years. she was dressed as such a person should be dressed, with no affectation of girlishness, but in the style that best shows off ripe beauty and a womanly figure. harry was always a very impressionable fellow; and i really believe that if lady surrey had been alone he would have fallen over head and ears in love with her at first sight.
but there was something which kept him from falling in love at once with lady surrey, and that was the girl who sat half reclining on a tiger-skin at her feet, with a little sketching tablet on her lap. he could hardly take full stock of the mother because he was so busy looking at the daughter as well. i shall not attempt to describe lady gladys durant; all pretty girls fall under one of some half-dozen heads, and description at best can really do no more than classify them. lady[pg 103] gladys belonged to the tall and graceful aristocratic class, and she was a good specimen of the type at seventeen. not that harry vardon fell in love with her at once; he was really in the pleasing condition of captain macheath, too much engaged in looking at two pretty women to be capable even mentally of making a choice between them. mother and daughter were both almost equally beautiful, each in her own distinct style.
the countess half rose to greet him—it is condescension on the part of a countess to notice the tutor at all, i believe; but though i am no lover of lords myself, i will do the durants the justice to say that their treatment of harry was always the very kindliest that could possibly be expected from people of their ideas and traditions.
"mr. vardon?" she said interrogatively, as she held out her hand to the new tutor. harry bowed assent. "i'm glad you have such a lovely day to make your first acquaintance with colyford. it's a pretty place, isn't it? gladys, this is mr. vardon, who is kindly going to take charge of surrey for us."
"i'm afraid you don't know what you're going to undertake," said gladys, smiling and holding out her hand. "he's a dreadful pickle. do you know this part of the world before, mr. vardon?"
"not just hereabouts," harry answered; "my father's parish was in north devon, but i know the greater part of the county very well."
"that's a good thing," said gladys quickly; "we're all devonshire people here, and we believe in the county with all our hearts. i wish surrey took his title from it. it's so absurd to take your title from a place you don't care about only because you've got land there. i love devonshire people best of any."
"mr. vardon would probably like to see his rooms," said the countess. "parker, will you show him up?"
the rooms were everything that harry could wish. there was a prettily[pg 104] furnished sitting-room for himself on the front, looking across the terrace, with a view of the valley and the sea in the distance; there was a study next door, for tutor and pupil to work in; there was a cheerful little bedroom behind; and downstairs at the back there was the large bare room for which harry had specially stipulated, wherein to put his electrical apparatus, for he meant to experiment and work busily at his own subject in his spare time. there was a special servant, too, told off to wait upon him; and altogether harry felt that if only the social position could be made endurable, he could live very comfortably for a year or two at colyford abbey.
there are some men who could never stand such a life at all. there are others who can stand it because they can stand anything. but harry vardon belonged to neither class. he was one of those who feel at home in most places, and who can get on in all society alike. in the first place, he was one of the handsomest fellows you ever saw, with large dark eyes, and that particular black moustache that no woman can ever resist. then again he was tall and had a good presence, which impressed even those most dangerous of critics for a private tutor, the footmen. moreover, he was clever, chatty, and agreeable; and it never entered into his head that he was not conferring some distinction upon the surrey family by consenting to be teacher to their young lordling—which, indeed, was after all the sober fact.
the train was in a little before seven, and there was a bit of a drive from the station, so that harry had only just had time to dress for dinner when the gong sounded. in the drawing-room he met his future pupil, a good-looking, high-spirited, but evidently lazy boy of sixteen. the family was alone, so the earl took down his mother, while harry gave his arm to lady gladys. before dinner was over, the new tutor had taken[pg 105] the measure of the trio pretty accurately. the countess was clever, that was certain; she took an interest in books and in art, and she could talk lightly but well upon most current topics in the easy sparkling style of a woman of the world. gladys was clever too, though not booky; she was full of sketching and music, and was delighted to hear that harry could paint a little in water-colours, besides being the owner of a good violin. as to the boy, his fancy clearly ran for the most part to dogs, guns, and cricket; and indeed, though he was no doubt a very important person as a future member of the british legislature, i think for the purposes of the present story, which is mainly concerned with harry vardon's fortunes, we may safely leave him out of consideration. harry taught him as much as he could be induced to learn for an hour or two every morning, and looked after him as far as possible when he was anywhere within hearing throughout the rest of the day; but as the lad was almost always out around the place somewhere with a gamekeeper or a stable-boy, he hardly entered practically into the current of harry's life at all, outside the regular hours of study. as a matter of fact, he never learnt much from anybody or did anything worth speaking of; but he has since married a birmingham heiress with a million or so of her own, and is now one of the most rising young members of the house of lords.
after dinner, the countess showed harry her excellent collection of bartolozzis, and harry, who knew something about them, showed the countess that she was wrong as to the authenticity of one or two among them. then gladys played passably well, and he sang a duet with her, in a way that made her feel a little ashamed of her own singing. and lastly harry brought down his violin, at which the countess smiled a little, for she thought it audacious on the first evening; but when he played one of his best pieces she smiled again, for she had a good ear and a[pg 106] great deal of taste. after which they all retired to bed, and gladys remarked to her maid, in the privacy of her own room, that the new tutor was a very pleasant man, and quite a relief after such a stick as mr. wilkinson.
at breakfast next morning the party remained unchanged, but at lunch the two younger girls appeared upon the scene, with their governess, miss martindale. though very different in type from gladys, ethel martindale was in her way an equally pretty girl. she was small and mignonne, with delicate little hands, and a light pretty figure, not too slight, but very gracefully proportioned. her cheeks and chin were charmingly dimpled, and her complexion was just of that faintly-dark tinge that one sees so often combined with light-brown hair and eyes in the moorland parts of lancashire. altogether, she was a perfect foil to gladys, and it would have been difficult for almost any man as he sat at that table to say which of the three, mother, daughter, or governess, was really the prettiest. for my own part, i give my vote unreservedly for the countess, but then i am getting somewhat grizzled now and have long been bald; so my liking turns naturally towards ripe beauty. i hate your self-conscious chits of seventeen, who can only chat and giggle; i like a woman who has something to say for herself. but harry was just turned twenty-three, and perhaps his choice might, not unnaturally, have gone otherwise.
the governess talked little at lunch, and seemed altogether a rather subdued and timid girl. harry noticed with pain that she appeared half afraid of speaking to anybody, and also that the footmen made a marked distinction between their manner to him and their manner to her. he would have liked once or twice to kick the fellows for their insolence. after lunch, gladys and the little ones went for a stroll down towards[pg 107] the river, and harry followed after with miss martindale.
"do you come from this part of england?" he asked.
"no," answered ethel, "i come from lancashire. my father was rector of a small parish on the moors."
harry's heart smote him. it might have been edith. what a little turn of chance had made all the difference! "my father was a parson too," he said, and then checked himself for the half-disrespectful word, "but he lived down here in devonshire. do you like colyford?"
"oh yes,—the place, very much. there are delightful rambles, and lady gladys and i go out sketching a great deal. and it's a delightful country for flowers."
the place, but not the life, thought harry. poor child, it must be very hard for her.
"mr. vardon, come on here, i want you," called out gladys from the little stone bridge. "you know everything. can you tell me what this flower is?" and she held out a long spray of waving green-stuff.
"caper spurge," said harry, looking at it carelessly.
"oh no," miss martindale put in quickly, "portland spurge, surely."
"so it is," harry answered, looking closer. "then you are a bit of a botanist, miss martindale?"
"not a botanist, but very fond of the flowers."
"miss martindale's always picking lots of ugly things and bringing them home," said gladys laughingly; "aren't you, dear?"
ethel smiled and nodded. so they went on past the bridge and out upon the opposite side, and back again by the little white railings into the park.
for the next three months harry enjoyed himself in a busy way immensely. every morning he had his three hours' teaching, and every afternoon he went a walk, or fished in the river, or worked at his electrical machines. to the household at the abbey such a man was a perfect godsend. for he was a versatile fellow, able to turn his hand to[pg 108] anything, and the durants lived in a very quiet way, and were glad of somebody to keep the house lively. the money was all tied up till the boy came of age, and even then there wouldn't be much of it. surrey had been sent to eton for a month or two and then removed, by request, to prevent more violent measures; after which he was sent to two or three other schools, always with the same result. so he was brought home again and handed over to the domestic persuasion of a private tutor. the only thing that kept him moderately quiet was the possibility of running around the place with the keepers; and the only person who ever taught him anything was harry vardon, though even he, i must admit, did not succeed in impressing any very valuable lessons upon the lad's volatile brain. the countess saw few visitors, and so a man like harry was a real acquisition to the little circle. he was perpetually being wanted by everybody, everywhere, and at the end of three months he was simply indispensable.
lady surrey was always consulting him as to the proper place to plant the new wellingtonias, the right aspect for deodars, the best plan for mounting water-colours, and the correct date of all the neighbouring churches. it was so delightful to drive about with somebody who really understood the history and geology and antiquities of the county, she said; and she began to develop an extraordinary interest in prehistoric arch?ology, and to listen patiently to harry's disquisitions on the difference between long barrows and round barrows, or on the true nature of the earthworks that cap the top of membury hill. harry for his part was quite ready to discourse volubly on all these subjects, for it was his hobby to impart information, whereof he had plenty; and he liked knocking about the country, examining castles or churches, and laying down the law about matters architectural with much authority to two pretty women. the countess even took an interest in his great electrical[pg 109] investigation, and came into his workshop to hear all about the uses of his mysterious batteries. as for lady gladys, she was for ever wanting mr. vardon's opinion about the exact colour for that shadow by the cottage, mr. vardon's aid in practising that difficult bit of chopin, mr. vardon's counsel about the decorative treatment of the passion-flower on that lovely piece of crewel-work. indeed, contrary to miss martindale's express admonition, and all the dictates of propriety, she was always running off to harry's little sitting-room to ask his advice about five hundred different things, five hundred times in every twenty-four hours.
there was only one person in the household who seemed at all shy of harry, and that was miss martindale. do what he could, he could never get her to feel at home with him. she seemed always anxious to keep out of his way, and never ready to join in any of his plans. this was annoying, because harry really liked the poor girl and felt sorry for her lonely position. but as she would have nothing to say to him, why, there was nothing else to be done; so he contented himself with being as polite to her as possible, while respecting her evident wish to be let alone.
one afternoon, when the four had been out for a drive together to visit the old ruins near cowhayne, and harry had been sketching with gladys and lecturing to the countess to his heart's content, he was sitting on the bench by the red cedars, when to his surprise he saw the governess strolling carelessly across the terrace towards him. "mr. vardon," she said, standing beside the bench, "i want to say something to you. you mustn't mind my saying it, but i feel it is part of my duty. do you think you ought to pay so much attention to gladys? you and i come into a family of this sort on peculiar terms, you know. they don't think we are quite the same sort of human beings as themselves. now, i'm half[pg 110] afraid—i don't like to say so, but i think it better i should say it than my lady—i'm half afraid that gladys is getting her head too much filled with you. whatever she does, you are always helping her. she is for ever running off to see you about something or other. she is very young; she meets very few other men; and you have been extremely attentive to her. but when people like these admit you into their family, they do so on the tacit understanding that you will not do what they would call abusing the position. to-day, i half fancied that my lady looked at you once or twice when you were talking to gladys, and i thought i would try to be brave enough to speak to you about it. if i don't, i think she will."
"really, miss martindale," said harry, rising and walking by her side towards the laburnum alley, "i'm very glad you have unburdened your mind about this matter. for myself, you know, i don't acknowledge the obligation. i should marry any girl i liked, if she would have me, whatever her artificial position might be; and i should never let any barriers of that sort stand in my way. but i don't know that i have the slightest intention of ever trying to marry lady gladys or anybody else of the sort; so while i remain undecided on that point, i shall do as you wish me. by the way, it strikes me now that you have been trying to keep her away from me as much as possible."
"as part of my duty, i think i ought to do so. yes."
"well, you may rely upon it, i will give you no more cause for anxiety," said harry; "so the less we say about it the better. what a lovely sunset, and what a glorious colour on the cliffs at axmouth!" and he walked down the alley with her two or three times, talking about various indifferent subjects. somehow he had never managed to get on so well with her before. she was a very nice girl, he thought, really a very nice girl; what a pity she would never take any notice of him in any[pg 111] way! however, he enjoyed that quiet half-hour immensely, and was quite sorry when lady surrey came out a little later and joined them, exactly as if she wanted to interrupt their conversation. but what a beautiful woman lady surrey was too, as she came across the lawn just then in her garden hat and the pale blue umritzur shawl thrown loosely across her shapely shoulders! by jove, she was as handsome a woman, after all, as he had ever seen.
after dinner that evening lady surrey sent gladys off to miss martindale's room on some small pretext, and then put harry down on the sofa beside her to help in arranging those interminable ferns of hers. evening dress suited the countess best, and she knew it. she was looking even more beautiful than before, with her hair prettily dressed, and the little simple turquoise necklet setting off her white neck; and she talked a great deal to harry, and was really very charming. no more fascinating widow, he thought, to be found anywhere within a hundred miles. at last she stopped, leaning over the ferns, and sat back a little on the sofa, half fronting him. "mr. vardon," she said suddenly, "there is something i wish to speak to you about, privately."
"certainly," said harry, half expecting the topic.
"do you know, i think you ought not to pay such marked attention to lady gladys. two or three times i have fancied i noticed it, and have meant to mention it to you, but i thought it might be unnecessary. on many accounts, however, i think it is best not to let it pass any longer. the difference of station——"
"excuse me," said harry, "i'm sorry to differ from you, but i don't acknowledge differences of station."
"well," said the countess, in a conciliatory tone, "under certain circumstances that may be perfectly correct. a young man in your position and with your talents has of course the whole world before[pg 112] him. he can make himself whatever he pleases. i don't think, mr. vardon, i have ever under-estimated the worth of brains. i do feel that knowledge and culture are much greater things after all than mere position. now, in justice to me, don't you think i do?"
harry looked at her—she was really a very beautiful woman—and then said, "yes, i think you have certainly better and more rational tastes than most other people circumstanced as you are."
"i'm so glad you do," the countess answered, heartily. "i don't care for a life of perfect frivolity and fashion, such as one gets in london. if it were not for gladys's sake i sometimes think i would give it up entirely. do you know, i often wish my life had been cast very differently—cast among another set of people from the people i have always mixed among. whenever i meet clever people—literary people and scholars—i always feel so sorry i haven't moved all my life in their world. from one point of view, i quite recognize what you said just now, that these artificial distinctions should not exist between people who are really equals in intellect and culture."
"naturally not," said harry, to whom this proposition sounded like a familiar truism.
"but in lady gladys's case, i feel i ought to guard her against seeing too much of anybody in particular just at present. she is only seventeen, and she is of course impressionable. now, you know a great many mothers would not have spoken to you as i do; but i like you, mr. vardon, and i feel at home with you. you will promise me not to pay so much attention to gladys in future, won't you?"
as she looked at him full in the face with her beautiful eyes, harry felt he could just then have promised her anything. "yes," he said, "i will promise."
"thank you," said the countess, looking at him again; "i am very much[pg 113] obliged to you." and then for a moment there was an awkward pause, and they both looked full into one another's eyes without saying a word.
in a minute the countess began again, and said a good many things about what a dreadful waste of life people generally made; and what a privilege it was to know clever people; and what a reality and purpose there was in their lives. a great deal of this sort she said, and in a low pleasant voice. and then there was another awkward pause, and they looked at one another once more.
harry certainly thought the countess very beautiful, and he liked her very much. she was really kind-hearted and friendly; she was interested in the subjects that pleased him; and she was after all a pretty woman, still young as men count youth, and very agreeable—nay, anxious to please. and then she had said what she said about the artificiality of class distinctions so markedly and pointedly, with such a commentary from her eyes, that harry half fancied—well, i don't quite know what he fancied. as he sat there beside her on the sofa, with the ferns before him, looking straight into her eyes, and she into his, it must be clear to all my readers that if he had any special proposition to make to her on any abstract subject of human speculation, the time had obviously arrived to make it. but something or other inscrutable kept him back. "lady surrey——" he said, and the words stuck in his throat.
"yes," she answered softly. "shall ... shall we go on with the ferns?" lady surrey gave a little short breath, brought back her eyes from dreamland, and turned with a sudden smile back to the portfolio. for the rest of the evening, the candid historian must admit that they both felt like a pair of fools. conversation lagged, and i don't think either of[pg 114] them was sorry when the time came for retiring.
it is useless for the clumsy male psychologist to pretend that he can see into the heart of a woman, especially when the normal action of said heart is complicated by such queer conventionalities as that of a countess who feels a distinct liking for her son's tutor: but if i may venture to attempt that impossible feat of clairvoyance without rebuke, i should be inclined to diagnose lady surrey's condition as she lay sleepless for an hour or so on her pillow that night somewhat as follows. she thought that harry vardon was really a very clever and a very pleasant fellow. she thought that men in society were generally dreadfully empty-headed and horribly vain. she thought that the importance of disparity in age had, as a rule, been immensely overrated. she thought that rank was after all much less valuable than she used to think it when first she married poor dear surrey, who was really the kindest of men, and a thorough gentleman, but certainly not at all brilliant. she thought that a young man of harry's talent might, if well connected, get into parliament and rise, like beaconsfield, to any position. she thought he was very frank, and open, and gentlemanly; and very handsome too. she thought he had half hesitated whether he should propose to her or not, and had then drawn back because he was not certain of the consequences. she thought that if he had proposed to her—well, perhaps—why, yes, she might even possibly have accepted him. she thought he would probably propose in earnest, before long, as soon as he saw that she was not wholly averse to his attentions. she thought in that case she might perhaps provisionally accept him, and get him to try what he could do in the way of obtaining some sort of position—she didn't exactly know what—where he could more easily marry her with the least possible shock to the feelings of society. and she thought that[pg 115] she really didn't know before for twenty years at least how great a goose she positively was.
next morning, after breakfast, lady surrey sent for gladys to come to her in her boudoir. then she put her daughter in a chair by the window, drew her own close to it, laid her hand kindly on her shoulder—she was a nice little woman at heart, was the countess—and said to her gently, "my dear gladys, there's a little matter i want to talk to you about. you are still very young, you know, dear; and i think you ought to be very careful about not letting your feelings be played upon in any way, however unconsciously. now, you walk and talk a great deal too much, dear, with mr. vardon. in many ways, it would be well that you should. mr. vardon is very clever, and very well informed, and a very instructive companion. i like you to talk to intelligent people, and to hear intelligent people talk; it gives you something that mere books can never give. but you know, gladys, you should always remember the disparity in your stations. i don't deny that there's a great deal in all that sort of thing that's very conventional and absurd, my dear; but still, girls are girls, and if they're thrown too much with any one young man"—lady surrey was going to add, "especially when he's handsome and agreeable," but she checked herself in time—"they're very apt to form an affection for him. of course i'm not suggesting that you're likely to do anything of the sort with mr. vardon—i don't for a moment suppose you would—but a girl can never be too careful. i hope you know your position too well;" here lady surrey was conscious of certain internal qualms; "and indeed whether it was mr. vardon or anybody else, you are much too young to fill your head with such notions at your age. of course, if some really good offer had been made to you even in your first season—say lord st. ives or sir montague—i don't say it might[pg 116] not have been prudent to accept it; but under ordinary circumstances, a girl does best to think as little as possible about such things until she is twenty at least. however, i hope in future you'll remember that i don't wish you to be quite so familiar in your intercourse with mr. vardon."
"very well, mamma," said gladys quietly, drawing herself up; "i have heard what you want to say, and i shall try to do as you wish. but i should like to say something in return, if you'll be so kind as to listen to me."
"certainly, darling," lady surrey answered, with a vague foreboding of something wrong.
"i don't say i care any more for mr. vardon than for anybody else; i haven't seen enough of him to know whether i care for him or not. but if ever i do care for anybody, it will be for somebody like him, and not for somebody like lord st. ives or monty fitzroy. i don't like the men i meet in town; they all talk to us as if we were dolls or babies. i don't want to marry a man who says to himself, as surrey says already, 'ah, i shall look out for some rich girl or other and make her a countess, if she's a good girl, and if she suits me.' i'd rather have a man like mr. vardon than any of the men we ever meet in london."
"but, my darling," said lady surrey, quite alarmed at gladys' too serious tone, "surely there are gentlemen quite as clever and quite as intellectual as mr. vardon."
"mamma!" cried gladys, rising, "do you mean to say mr. vardon is not a gentleman?"
"gladys, gladys! sit down, dear. don't get so excited. of course he is. i trust i have as great a respect as anybody for talent and culture. but what i meant to say was this—can't you find as much talent and culture among people of our own station as—as among people of mr. vardon's?"
"no," said gladys shortly.[pg 117]
"really, my dear, you are too hard upon the peerage."
"well, mamma, can you mention any one that we know who is?" asked the peremptory girl.
"not exactly in our own set," said lady surrey hesitatingly; "but surely there must be some."
"i don't know them," gladys replied quietly, "and till i do know them, i shall remain of my own opinion still. if you wish me not to see so much of mr. vardon, i shall try to do as you say; but if i happen to like any particular person, whether he's a peer or a ploughboy, i can't help liking him, so there's an end of it." and gladys kissed her mother demurely on the forehead, and walked with a stately sweep out of the room.
"it's perfectly clear," said lady surrey to herself, "that that girl's in love with mr. vardon, and what on earth i'm to do about it is to me a mystery." and indeed lady surrey's position was by no means an easy one. on the one hand, she felt that whatever she herself, who was a person of mature years, might happen to do, it would be positively wicked in her to allow a young girl like gladys to throw herself away on a man in harry vardon's position. without any shadow of an arrière pensée, that was her genuine feeling as a mother and a member of society. but then, on the other hand, how could she oppose it, if she really ever thought herself, even conditionally, of marrying harry vardon? could she endure that her daughter should think she had acted as her rival? could she press the point about harry's conventional disadvantages, when she herself had some vague idea that if harry offered himself as gladys' step-father, she would not be wholly disinclined to consider his proposal? could she set it down as a crime in her daughter to form the very self-same affection which she herself had well-nigh formed? moreover, she couldn't help feeling in her heart that gladys was right, after all; and that the daughter's defiance of conventionality was[pg 118] implicitly inherited from the mother. if she had met harry vardon twenty years ago, she would have thought and spoken much like gladys; in fact, though she didn't speak, she thought so, very nearly, even now. i am sorry that i am obliged to write out these faint outlines of ideas in all the brutal plainness of the english language as spoken by men; i cannot give all those fine shades of unspoken reservations and womanly self-deceptive subterfuges by which the poor little countess half disguised her own meaning even from herself; but at least you will not be surprised to hear that in the end she lay down on the little couch in the corner, covered her face with chagrin and disappointment, and had a good cry. then she got up an hour later, washed her eyes carefully to take off the redness, put on her pretty dove-coloured morning gown with the lace trimming—she looked charming in lace—and went down smiling to lunch, as pleasant and cheery a little widow of thirty-seven as ever you would wish to see. upon my soul, harry vardon, i really almost think you will be a fool if you don't finally marry the countess!
"gladys," said little lord surrey to his sister that evening, when she came into his room on her way upstairs to bed—"gladys, it's my opinion you're getting too sweet on this fellow vardon."
"i shall be obliged, surrey, if you'll mind your own business, and allow me to mind mine."
"oh, it's no use coming the high and mighty over me, i can tell you, so don't you try it on. besides, i have something i want to speak to you about particularly. it's my opinion also that my lady's doing the very same thing."
"what nonsense, surrey!" cried gladys, colouring up to her eyebrows in a second: "how dare you say such a thing about mamma?" but a light broke in upon her suddenly all the same, and a number of little unnoticed circumstances flashed back at once upon her memory with a fresh flood of meaning.
"nonsense or not, it's true, i know; and what i want to say to you is[pg 119] this—if old vardon's to marry either of you, it ought to be you, because that would save mamma at any rate from making a fool of herself. as far as i'm concerned, i'd rather neither of you did; for i don't see why either of you should want to marry a beggarly fellow of a tutor"—gladys' eyes flashed fire—"though vardon's a decent enough chap in his way, if that was all; but at any rate, as one or other of you's cock-sure to do it, i don't want him for a step-father. so you see, as far as that goes, i back the filly. now, say no more about it, but go to bed like a good girl, and mind, whatever you do, you don't forget to say your prayers. good night, old girl."
"i wouldn't marry a fellow like surrey," said gladys to herself, as she went upstairs, "no, not if he was the premier duke of england!"
for the next three weeks there was such a comedy of errors and cross-purposes at colyford abbey as was never seen before anywhere outside of one of mr. gilbert's clever extravaganzas. lady surrey tried to keep gladys in every possible way out of harry's sight; while her brother tried in every possible way to throw them together. gladys on her part half avoided him, and yet grew somewhat more confidential than ever whenever she happened to talk with him. harry did not feel quite so much at home as before with lady surrey; he had an uncomfortable sense that he had failed to acquit himself as he ought to have done; while lady surrey had a half suspicion that she had let him see her unfledged secret a little too early and too openly. the natural consequence of all this was that harry was cast far more than before upon the society of ethel martindale, with whom he often strolled about the shrubbery till very close upon the dressing gong. ethel did not come down to dinner—she dined with the little ones at the family luncheon; and that horrid galling distinction cut harry to the quick every night when he left her to go in. every day, too, it began to dawn upon him more[pg 120] clearly that the vague reason which had kept him back from proposing to lady surrey on that eventful night was just this—that ethel martindale had made herself a certain vacant niche in his unfurnished heart. she was a dear, quiet, unassuming little girl, but so very graceful, so very tender, so very womanly, that she crept into his affections unawares without possibility of resistance. the countess was a beautiful and accomplished woman of the world, with a real heart left in her still, but not quite the sort of tender, shrinking, girlish heart that harry wanted. gladys was a lovely girl with stately manners and a wonderfully formed character, but too great and too redolent of society for harry. he admired them both, each in her own way, but he couldn't possibly have lived a lifetime with either. but ethel, dear, meek, pretty, gentle little ethel—well, there, i'm not going to repeat for you all the raptures that harry went into over that perennial and ever rejuvenescent theme. for, to tell you the truth, about three weeks after the night when harry did not propose to the countess, he actually did propose to ethel martindale. and ethel, after many timid protests, after much demure self-depreciation and declaration of utter unworthiness for such a man—which made harry wild with indignation—did finally let him put her little hand to his lips, and whispered a sort of broken and blushing "yes."
what a fool he had been, he thought that evening, to suppose for half a second that lady surrey had ever meant to regard him in any other light than as her son's tutor. he hated himself for his own nonsensical vanity. who was he that he should fancy all the women in england were in love with him?
next morning's times contained that curious announcement about its being the intention of the government to appoint an electrician to the admiralty, and inviting applications from distinguished men of science. now harry, young as he was, had just perfected his great system of the[pg 121] double-revolving commutator and back-action rheostat (patent office, no. 18,237,504), and had sent in a paper on the subject which had been read with great success at the royal society. the famous professor brusegay himself had described it as a remarkable invention, likely to prove of immense practical importance to telegraphy and electrical science generally. so when harry saw the announcement that morning, he made up his mind to apply for the appointment at once; and he thought that if he got it, as the salary was a good one, he might before long marry ethel, and yet manage to keep edith in the same comfort as before.
lady surrey saw the paragraph too, and had her own ideas about what it might be made to do. it was the very opening that harry wanted, and if he got it, why then no doubt he might make the proposal which he evidently felt afraid to make, poor fellow, in his present position. so she went into her boudoir immediately after breakfast, and wrote two careful and cautiously worded little notes. one was to dr. brusegay, whom she knew well, mentioning to him that her son's tutor was the author of that remarkable paper on commutators, and that she thought he would probably be admirably fitted for the post, but that on that point the professor himself was the best judge; the other was to her cousin, lord ardenleigh, who was a great man in the government of the day, suggesting casually that he should look into the claims of her friend, mr. vardon, for this new place at the admiralty. two nicer little notes, written with better tact and judgment, it would be difficult to find.
at that very moment harry was also sitting down in his own room, after five minutes' consultation with ethel, to make formal application for the new post. and after lunch the same day he spoke to lady surrey upon the subject.
"there is one special reason," he said, "why i should like to get this[pg 122] post, and i think i ought to let you know it now." poor little lady surrey's heart fluttered like a girl's. "the fact is, i am anxious to obtain a position which would enable me to marry." ("how very bluntly he puts it," said the countess to herself.) "i ought to tell you, i think, that i have proposed to miss martindale, and she has accepted me."
miss martindale! great heavens, how the room reeled round the poor little woman, as she stood with her hand on the table, trying to balance herself, trying to conceal her shame and mortification, trying to look as if the announcement did not concern her in any way. poor, dear, good little countess; from my heart i pity you. miss martindale! why, she had never even thought of her. a mere governess, a nobody; and harry vardon, with his magnificent intellect and splendid prospects, was going to throw himself away on that girl! she could hardly control herself to answer him, but with a great effort she gulped down her feelings, and remarked that ethel martindale was a very good girl, and would doubtless make an admirable wife. and then she walked quietly out of the room, stepped up the stairs somewhat faster, rushed into her boudoir, double-locked the door, and burst into a perfect flood of hot scalding tears. at that moment she began to realize the fact that she had in truth liked harry vardon much more than a little.
by-and-by she got up, went over to her desk, took out the two unposted notes, tore them into fragments, and then carefully burnt them up piece by piece, in a perfect holocaust of white paper. what a wicked vindictive little countess! was she going to spoil these two young people's lives, to throw every possible obstacle in the way of their marriage? not a bit of it. as soon as her eyes allowed her, she sat down and wrote two more notes, a great deal stronger and better than before; for this time she need not fear the possibility of after reflections[pg 123] from an unkind world. she said a great deal in a casual half-hinting fashion about harry's merits, and remarked upon the loss that she should sustain in the removal of such a tutor from lord surrey; but she felt that sooner or later his talents must get him a higher recognition, and she hoped dr. brusegay and her cousin would use their influence to obtain him the appointment. then she went downstairs feeling like a christian martyr, kissed and congratulated ethel, talked gaily about bartolozzi to harry, and tried to make believe that she took the engagement as a matter of course. nothing in fact, as she remarked to gladys, could possibly be more suitable. gladys bit her tongue, and answered shortly that she didn't herself perceive any special natural congruity about the match, but perhaps her mother was better informed on the subject.
now, we all know that in the matter of public appointment anything like backstairs influence or indirect canvassing is positively fatal to the success of a candidate. accordingly, it may surprise you to learn that when professor brusegay (who held the appointment virtually in his hands) opened his letters next morning he said to his wife, "why, maria, that young fellow vardon who wrote that astonishingly clever paper on commutators, you know, is tutor at lady surrey's, and she wants him to get this place at the admiralty. we must really see what we can do about it. lady surrey is such a very useful person to know, and besides it's so important to keep on good terms with her, for the paulsons would be absolutely intolerable if we hadn't its acquaintance in the peerage to play off against their lord poodlebury." and when the professor shortly afterwards mentioned harry's name to lord ardenleigh, his lordship remarked immediately, "why, bless my soul, that's the very man amelia wrote to me about. he shall have the place, by all means." and they[pg 124] both wrote back nice little notes to lady surrey, to say that she might consider the matter settled, but that she mustn't mention it to harry until the appointment was regularly announced. anything so remarkable in this age of purity i for my part have seldom heard of.
lady surrey never did mention the matter to harry from that day to this; and sir henry vardon, k.c.b., does not for a moment imagine even now that he owes his advancement to anything but his own native merits. he married ethel shortly after, and a prettier or more blushing bride you never saw. lady surrey has been their best friend in society, and still sighs occasionally when she sees harry a great magnate in his way, and thinks of the narrow escape he had that night at colyford. as to gladys, she consistently refused several promising heirs, at least twenty younger sons, and a score or so of wealthy young men whose papas were something in the city, her first five seasons; and then, to lord surrey's horror, she married a young scotchman from glasgow, who was merely a writer for some london paper, and had nothing on earth but a head on his shoulders to bless himself with. his lordship himself "bagged an heiress" as he expressively puts it, with several thousands a year of her own, and is now one of the most respected members of his party, who may be counted upon always to vote straight, and never to have any opinions of his own upon any subject except the improvement of the british racehorse. he often wishes gladys had taken his advice and married vardon, who is at least in respectable society, instead of that shock-headed scotch fellow—but there, the girl was always full of fancies, and never would behave like other people.
for myself, i am a horrid radical, and republican, and all that sort of thing, and have a perfectly rabid hatred of titles and so forth, don't you know?—but still, on the first day when ethel went to call on the[pg 125] countess dowager after harry was knighted, i happened to be present (purely on business), and heard her duly announced as "lady vardon:" and i give you my word of honour i could not find it in my heart to grudge the dear little woman the flush of pride that rose upon her cheek as she entered the room for the first time in her new position. it was a pleasure to me (who know the whole story) to see lady surrey kiss the little ex-governess warmly on her cheek and say to her, "my dear lady vardon, i am so glad, so very very glad." and i really believe she meant it. after all, in spite of her little weakness, there is a great deal of human nature left in the countess.