it did not take very long for jean and elizabeth to find out a great deal about the secret societies at ashton, much to the satisfaction of one and the keen disappointment of the other. there were five in all, the beta mu, the kappa alpha, the sigma delta, the phi beta, and the gamma chi. each had from twenty to twenty-five members, chosen from the four classes; each had its club room and its society pin, which was always in evidence on the left side of the girls' waists. the first days of college the society was in the background as college came first and then class, but as matters became adjusted and the girls settled down to the routine of regular life, this factor came into evidence.

it was pretty generally conceded that the two most desirable societies were the[79] gamma chi and the sigma delta, and both were eager to obtain jean cabot as one of their members. however, the membership of the two was entirely different; to the former belonged peggy allison, natalie lawton, dorothy wright and frances farnsworth, girls with a serious purpose in college but still finding time for plenty of fun; to the latter belonged midge remington, lill spalding, lena jameson and gerry fairbanks, girls with plenty of money and clothes and a desire for athletic honors and good times foremost, with scholastic efforts in the background.

rushing had begun early, and although at first jean had not realized why so many girls had been so kind to her, it flashed over her all of a sudden that it had all been with the purpose of finally winning her to their particular society. nothing definite had been said, and she had not been invited to join one or the other but she felt that it was only a matter of time. she had been to walk, to drive, to the theater, to lunch, rowing on the lake; had played tennis with the best players college afforded, had been to "hoodangs,"[80] first in one girl's room and then in another's, to tea at the inn, home for week-ends with the girls who lived near by—one pleasant thing after another until she began to tire of so much attention and decided to accept no more invitations until she had had a breathing spell. one thing had troubled her at first, but she soon became used to the fact that elizabeth had not been invited to many of the good times and often watched her depart with a look upon her face which seemed to say, "why does she have everything and i nothing?"

one saturday towards the end of october both girls had been invited down to peggy allison's room to a gamma chi "hoodang" or rushing-party. it was one of the few invitations in which elizabeth was included and she had counted on it for many days. at noon she said to jean, "what time shall we go to miss allison's room to-night?"

"oh, i'm sorry elizabeth, but you'll have to go with one of the other girls for i've promised to walk with marjorie and lill spalding to tramp's rock this afternoon and[81] have tea at the inn on our return. i'll be back about eight or thereabouts and go directly to peggy's room so i'll see you there surely. what are you going to do this afternoon?"

"i don't know now, i had hoped that you and i could do something; we haven't had a single saturday afternoon together yet. isn't the college library open saturday afternoons and evenings? perhaps i'll go over and read a little while the last part of the afternoon."

jean and her friends enjoyed every minute of the afternoon and just before they were ready to start back home marjorie said to lill, "i'm going to take jean round the other side of the rock for a few moments; you can sit and gaze at the clouds until we come back again if you want to."

after they had walked a few moments marjorie said, "jean, i've been appointed a committee of one to invite you to become a member of sigma delta society. we have some of the best girls in college among our members as you have had an opportunity to[82] see for yourself. you know what our girls have done in athletics and in social activities and we want you to be one of us. here is a bow of blue ribbon and if you decide to become a member of sigma delt you will wear this ribbon monday to chapel and to all your recitations during the day. then all the other girls will see what you have chosen and from then on you will be ours and they will let you alone. i'm pretty sure you've made up your mind already, but i can't ask you to commit yourself until monday. now we'll go back for lill and then start for the inn."

it was considerably after eight when jean knocked upon peggy allison's door and at the pleasant "come in" entered the room and found herself the last arrival, for some twenty upper-class girls with ten or twelve freshmen were packed closely in the room and the one adjoining which had been loaned by an accommodating sophomore.

"why, where's your room-mate, miss cabot?" sang out one of the girls.

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"oh, isn't she here? she said she was coming, but i haven't seen her since dinner for i was away all the afternoon and had supper at the inn. didn't she wait on table? i'll run upstairs and see if she's forgotten to come. that hardly seems possible, though, for she has been counting on this so long."

when jean returned she reported that elizabeth was nowhere to be seen, although her hat and coat were on the couch where they had evidently been thrown in haste and her white party dress still hung in the closet in its accustomed place. "i'm going downstairs to ask mrs. thompson if she knows whether elizabeth was at supper, or excused for some reason." but mrs. thompson said that she had been at supper as usual and she knew nothing further of her whereabouts. next, jean hastened to the register in the reading-room and found no record of elizabeth's leaving the dormitory. perhaps mary boynton, the general proctor of merton for student government, would have some explanation[84] for her, so she hurried to 34, but miss boynton knew nothing about the girl and in despair she returned to 27.

"oh, hasn't she come yet? i've been everywhere i can think of and nobody knows anything about her. where can she be?"

"now, jean, calm yourself," said natalie, "perhaps she's visiting some of the girls in another house and has forgotten all about us. we'll wait until nine o'clock and then if she hasn't put in an appearance we'll organize a searching-party. come, girls, pass those candies to jean before they're all eaten up. can't you see she's waiting for them?"

but jean didn't seem to enjoy the candies or the other things which circulated round about her. she seemed, somehow, above the happiness of the occasion to see the disappointed look on elizabeth's face when at noon she had told her she could not go to the party with her, and above the voices of the others she seemed to hear elizabeth's trembling voice saying that she would spend the half-holiday in the library. it had seemed so ridiculous to jean then to think[85] of spending unnecessary time in the library among dry old books. but perhaps elizabeth had gone to the library; they could ask the librarian.

it seemed to jean as though nine o'clock would never strike, every step in the hall must be elizabeth's but still she did not come and at last jean burst out, "girls, i'm sorry to break up your little party but i can't stand it another minute. i've just got to do something. will two or three of you come with me while i get mary boynton and mrs. thompson and with them we can go to all the dormitories and ask if she is in any of the girls' rooms? it doesn't seem probable, for she has hardly any friends outside of merton, but i think it's the best thing to do. each of us can take a dormitory and report at college hall. i'll go to wellington, peggy can take east, natalie, west, miss boynton, north, and emily sanderson, south. mrs. thompson can wait at college hall so in case any of you girls here at merton see elizabeth or hear anything about her you can tell her. i'm going down now for mrs.[86] thompson; and, natalie, will you get mary boynton? don't stop to change your gowns, for we mustn't lose a minute's time. put on your sweaters and let's start at once."

it was after ten o'clock when the little group finally met again at college hall and the matter began to look so serious that the girls hardly knew what to do. although they had searched the dormitories very carefully not a trace could they find of the missing girl. finally jean said, "where does miss clarkson, the librarian, live?"

"somewhere off the hill, jean," answered peggy. "we could find out from some of the faculty."

"no," said jean, "if she isn't on the hill it won't do any good to try to find her. i wanted to ask her if she remembered seeing elizabeth in the library to-day. i wonder how we could get into the library? what time does it close on saturdays?"

mary boynton replied that saturday evening was the only one of the week when it was open. she thought this was until half-past eight, and suggested that probably if they[87] could find the janitor he would let them into the building.

"but why should you think elizabeth is in the library? wouldn't she go out with the others when it closed?" asked mary.

"yes, i should think so," said jean, "but there's nowhere else to look and if she isn't there i give up the search. i'm going to run over to miss emerson's a moment to ask her how we can get into the library. you people start in that direction and i'll be with you in a few moments."

jean fairly tore over the campus and gave miss emerson's bell a vigorous pressing. there were no lights at the front of the house but after a little while miss emerson herself appeared at the door. "why! good evening, miss cabot, what can i do for you so late at night? come right into my study for it's a little chilly here. my maid has retired but i was looking over an address i am to give next week in chicago."

"oh, no, thank you, miss emerson, i can't sit down. my room-mate, elizabeth fairfax, is missing and we have looked everywhere for[88] her but can't find her. i want to look in the library before we give up the search for the last time i saw her, this noon, she told me that she might go down to the library to read. how can i get into the library to-night?"

"now, my dear child, do calm yourself. it is rather late to disturb the janitor but i will take my keys and go with you and probably we can find the night-watchman and he will assist us. just step into the hall while i get my coat and hat."

it seemed an interminable time to jean before miss emerson returned, but at last they started out. miss emerson talked constantly on subjects entirely foreign to the matter of the lost girl, and jean wondered how she could possibly think of such trivial things, much less talk about them. when they reached the little group in front of the library miss emerson was the only calm one among them and she quietly wished each one a good-evening and then started up the library steps. with a small electric bulb which she held in her hand she easily fitted[89] the key into the lock and opened the great outer doors. then it was an easy matter to spring open the inner doors and press the electric button which flooded the foyer with brilliant light. calling the girls to her she said, "we will take different sections of the building to explore, and if one of us discovers miss fairfax we will let the others know." each girl then took an alcove and began the search. jean went straight to the alcoves belonging to the history department. here she called softly, "oh, elizabeth, are you there?" but no response came, and she went away down into the last alcove calling again and again softly, "oh, elizabeth, elizabeth." at last she heard the sleepy reply, "what is it, jean? here i am." and jean switched on another light and saw her room-mate lying on the floor with her head on a great book apparently as comfortable as she would have been in her own bed in merton.

jean went out into the main corridor and shouted, "oh, girls—miss emerson—come here! i've found her." and then returning[90] to elizabeth she said, "why, what are you doing here? we've been looking for you all over college, and i've been nearly frightened to death about you."

when elizabeth saw miss emerson and mrs. thompson and all the girls, she looked anxiously from one to the other and said, "oh, i am very sorry to have caused so much trouble, i didn't think i was of enough account ever to be missed by any one, least of all by you, jean."

"oh, elizabeth, how can you say that?" said jean as she helped her to arise. "now sit down here on this chair and tell us how you happened to be here. you didn't do it on purpose did you, elizabeth, because i—"

"why, what are you doing here? we've been looking for you all over college."—page 90.

but elizabeth interrupted her with, "oh, jean, thank you so much for wanting to find me! it's worth all the rest. i don't see how it could have happened—unless when i get to reading history i forget everything else in the world. about four o'clock i went into the history alcove and took down a volume on queen elizabeth's reign and began to read. when i was about half way through[91] the third chapter, betty winship, who went down with me, told me it was a quarter of six. i knew i was due at merton at six but i had reached the most interesting account of elizabeth's education. i slipped a corner of my handkerchief into the book and put it carefully back on the shelf, deciding to go back after supper and just finish the chapter before i got ready for peggy's party.

"i hurried back as soon as i had eaten my supper and began reading again about elizabeth. i suppose i must have forgotten everything else in the world, for the first thing i knew every light in the building went out. i called as loud as i could but no one answered me, and for a moment i was frightened. it was so dark i could not find the electric light switches and the windows were too high even to hope to reach. i made up my mind there was nothing to do but stay here until morning when perhaps i could hail a passer-by."

"but elizabeth, didn't you know it was saturday night and the library wouldn't be opened again till monday morning?" said[92] jean. "just think what might have happened if you couldn't have found some one to open the door. you'd have almost starved in there alone. i guess very few of the girls ever go by the library on sundays. isn't it lucky we came here to-night?"

"i didn't think about that. i forgot it was saturday and thought of course it would open early the next morning. i was tired and as i could find nothing else for a pillow i took the book in my lap and laid my head on that. of course floors aren't the softest beds in the world, but i must have fallen asleep, for i don't remember anything else until i heard jean calling to me. i'm so sorry to have caused so much worry and trouble. i didn't dream any one would ever miss me," and the tears began to trickle down her cheeks.

miss emerson put her arm around elizabeth and led her out into the foyer, followed by the rest of the little procession. "miss cabot," she said, "will you please put off the lights and after we are all out, close the door; it locks itself. thank you very much."

soon elizabeth had regained her usual[93] good spirits and walked up the row with mary boynton and peggy allison, followed by the others, with jean and miss emerson in the rear. "thank you so much, miss emerson, for coming with me and helping us to-night," said jean, but miss emerson replied, "i think it is you who ought to be thanked. without your good work miss fairfax would have remained all night in the library and doubtless would have caught a severe cold, to say nothing of a nervous shock. she does not look very strong, but what an interesting little room-mate she must be!"

jean was thankful that they reached miss emerson's house just then in time to save her the humiliation of having to reply that as yet she really hadn't had much time to find out anything interesting about her room-mate.

it did not take long to reach merton and disperse for the night. as they were going upstairs peggy allison said, "oh, jean, after you have taken elizabeth upstairs would you mind coming down in my room for just a[94] moment?" jean replied that she would, although she was so tired that it seemed as though she could not wait another moment to get into bed. she threw her things on the couch, stumbled over her waste-basket, groped her way down the stairs and knocked timidly at peggy's door.

"come in, jean," said peggy. "sit down just for a moment. it's too bad our party wasn't the success we hoped it would be but i want to tell you that i think what you have done was splendid. we never would have found her if it hadn't been for you. but there's something else i want to tell you to-night. i had intended to earlier in the evening but really i couldn't find an opportunity until now. we, that is, the gamma chis, want you to become one of our members. monday is pledging day and here is a bow of green ribbon; if you decide to join us you will wear this little bow pinned on the left side of your shirt-waist and that will show the other girls that you belong to us. wear it to chapel in the morning and to recitations all day. you will not be the only girl[95] with a bow of colored ribbon on, for every society will have invited girls to do the same as i have you. you know our girls; you've met them all, and by this time know whether you like us or not. i've wanted you for one of our members since the first day i saw you on the train at new york, but i realize others have desired you, too. we do have good times together, and you won't make a mistake if you join gamma chi. i'll be watching to see you enter chapel monday morning and i hope we win. there, i won't keep you another minute to-night. good night, dear. remember, whichever way you choose, it can't make a particle of difference in our friendship. we can always be good friends even if we're not sisters. can you see your way upstairs? the lights have been out for hours."

when jean reached her room she switched on the light and walked over to her somewhat disordered desk. she swept the books and papers off and placed the two bows of ribbon, the green and the blue, side by side on the cleared space and contemplated them for a[96] moment. her reverie was interrupted by a knock at the door and she found marjorie remington just outside.

"let me in for just a moment," whispered marjorie; "put out your lights for it's late. tell me what all this excitement's about. i didn't get back from lill's room till almost ten and every one was talking about elizabeth's being lost and all you people out hunting for her. where did you find her?"

jean related the incident as briefly as possible, and when she had finished marjorie said, "and you did all that for that insignificant little freshman? i thought you never bothered your head about her except for german translations? you're easy, that's all i've got to say. i'm dead for sleep, so good night," and she stole quietly back to her room. as jean went over to her desk and put on the lights again she looked at the two bows on the desk and smiled down at them without saying a word.

monday morning jean arose before elizabeth and went out to the desk to do a little studying before breakfast. she had been[97] translating her french for about a half-hour when two telegrams were brought to her room. frightened, she tore open the envelopes and read first,

"is it to be cousin or sister?

"anna maitlandt."

and then,

"i bet on the 'wearing of the green.'

"thomas cabot."

she smiled as she read them a second time, and then wondered how tom and anna had ever guessed.

jean purposely avoided elizabeth that morning and hurried to chapel alone. when she took her usual seat she felt as if every eye was upon her. she tried not to look conscious, but she felt that she failed in the attempt. it took only a moment to see that she wore the bow of green, and joy reigned among the gamma chis and sorrow among the sigma delts.

it was about two weeks after pledging monday that jean was told to be ready on wednesday, november twelfth, for her[98] initiation into gamma chi. at half-past eight she reported at peggy allison's room where she was blindfolded and wrapped in a long black cape. it seemed to her that she was led miles and miles by a guard on either side who spoke never a word. finally they reached what appeared to be a subterranean passage which led into a cold, damp cave. jean was commanded to fall upon her knees and raise her right hand and swear by all the sacred spirits of the past to be true forever to gamma chi. then there arose a most dismal wail from the spirits of the past, and jean in fear and trembling promised all that was asked of her.

"will you wear for evermore the insignia of gamma chi?" said a sepulchral voice.

"i will," said poor jean.

"then stretch forth thy good right arm that we may bare it to the elbow. here let us imprint our emblem," and jean shuddered as the red-hot brand traced out the figures on her arm. she wondered why she did not scream out, and although she had never[99] fainted in her life she felt at this moment as though she were about to fall to the floor.

just then the handkerchief was torn from her eyes, a hearty laugh came from the girls and jean found herself in the cellar of the dormitory which the girls had borrowed for the occasion. she looked down at her bared arm and then at peggy, who stood before her with a pointed piece of ice still in her hands.

"you're a brick, jean. it's no fun trying to haze you; why didn't you scream or do something exciting? well, you have been so good about this part that we'll take you up to society rooms without any more delay."

when they reached the rooms which were on the upper floor of a private residence a little distance from the college buildings they found all the girls chatting merrily and laughing over the evening's adventures. soon, however, they proceeded to serious matters, and the five freshmen and one sophomore were initiated into the noble society of gamma chi. as it was then, and still is, a secret society, it would not be fitting[100] to divulge the mysteries which were revealed to the wondering six. suffice it to say that in due time the serious business ended, the eating began, and such quantities of food as those thirty girls consumed! at length, however, they were satisfied and arose and forming a circle they joined hands and sang:

"oh, here's to gamma chi, gamma chi;

oh, here's to gamma chi, gamma chi;

oh, here's to gamma chi. we'll be loyal till we die;

drink it down, drink it down to gamma chi, chi, chi!"

and then the president, florence farnsworth, took the bunch of american beauty roses which stood in the center of the table and gave one rose to each of the new members and pinned a glittering gold star upon the left side of their waists, saying as she did so, "just above your hearts, girls; always loyal to gamma chi. now, three cheers for our six new members." after these were given, it was all over and the girls departed to their different dormitories.

as jean had expected, she found elizabeth had gone to bed and to sleep, but not before[101] first putting jean's kimona and slippers on the couch so that she might make herself comfortable as soon as she arrived. jean put her beautiful rose in a long, thin vase she had recently purchased in town and then placed it on elizabeth's desk. she wished that there might have been one more freshman initiated that evening. she saw how impossible it was just then, but it was something to work for by herself. she was just beginning to see something of the real elizabeth of whom the other girls had not the slightest suspicion.

just before she retired jean went to her desk and filled out a telegram blank which she found there:

"to miss anna maitlandt, massachusetts general hospital, boston, massachusetts:

"from now on it is to be sister and cousin.

"jean."