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An ‘Attic’ Philosopher

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let us love one another

april 9th

the fine evenings are come back; the trees begin to put forth their shoots; hyacinths, jonquils, violets, and lilacs perfume the baskets of the flower-girls — all the world have begun their walks again on the quays and boulevards. after dinner, i, too, descend from my attic to breathe the evening air.

it is the hour when paris is seen in all its beauty. during the day the plaster fronts of the houses weary the eye by their monotonous whiteness; heavily laden carts make the streets shake under their huge wheels; the eager crowd, taken up by the one fear of losing a moment from business, cross and jostle one another; the aspect of the city altogether has something harsh, restless, and flurried about it. but, as soon as the stars appear, everything is changed; the glare of the white houses is quenched in the gathering shades; you hear no more any rolling but that of the carriages on their way to some party of pleasure; you see only the lounger or the light-hearted passing by; work has given place to leisure. now each one may breathe after the fierce race through the business of the day, and whatever strength remains to him he gives to pleasure! see the ballrooms lighted up, the theatres open, the eating-shops along the walks set out with dainties, and the twinkling lanterns of the newspaper criers. decidedly paris has laid aside the pen, the ruler, and the apron; after the day spent in work, it must have the evening for enjoyment; like the masters of thebes, it has put off all serious matter till tomorrow.

i love to take part in this happy hour; not to mix in the general gayety, but to contemplate it. if the enjoyments of others embitter jealous minds, they strengthen the humble spirit; they are the beams of sunshine, which open the two beautiful flowers called trust and hope.

although alone in the midst of the smiling multitude, i do not feel myself isolated from it, for its gayety is reflected upon me: it is my own kind, my own family, who are enjoying life, and i take a brother’s share in their happiness. we are all fellow-soldiers in this earthly battle, and what does it matter on whom the honors of the victory fall? if fortune passes by without seeing us, and pours her favors on others, let us console ourselves, like the friend of parmenio, by saying, “those, too, are alexanders.”

while making these reflections, i was going on as chance took me. i crossed from one pavement to another, i retraced my steps, i stopped before the shops or to read the handbills. how many things there are to learn in the streets of paris! what a museum it is! unknown fruits, foreign arms, furniture of old times or other lands, animals of all climates, statues of great men, costumes of distant nations! it is the world seen in samples!

let us then look at this people, whose knowledge is gained from the shop-windows and the tradesman’s display of goods. nothing has been taught them, but they have a rude notion of everything. they have seen pineapples at chevet’s, a palm-tree in the jardin des plantes, sugar-canes selling on the pont-neuf. the redskins, exhibited in the valentine hall, have taught them to mimic the dance of the bison, and to smoke the calumet of peace; they have seen carter’s lions fed; they know the principal national costumes contained in babin’s collection; goupil’s display of prints has placed the tiger-hunts of africa and the sittings of the english parliament before their eyes; they have become acquainted with queen victoria, the emperor of austria, and kossuth, at the office-door of the illustrated news. we can certainly instruct them, but not astonish them; for nothing is completely new to them. you may take the paris ragamuffin through the five quarters of the world, and at every wonder with which you think to surprise him, he will settle the matter with that favorite and conclusive answer of his class —“i know.”

but this variety of exhibitions, which makes paris the fair of the world, does not offer merely a means of instruction to him who walks through it; it is a continual spur for rousing the imagination, a first step of the ladder always set up before us in a vision. when we see them, how many voyages do we take in imagination, what adventures do we dream of, what pictures do we sketch! i never look at that shop near the chinese baths, with its tapestry hangings of florida jessamine, and filled with magnolias, without seeing the forest glades of the new world, described by the author of atala, opening themselves out before me.

then, when this study of things and this discourse of reason begin to tire you, look around you! what contrasts of figures and faces you see in the crowd! what a vast field for the exercise of meditation! a half-seen glance, or a few words caught as the speaker passes by, open a thousand vistas to your imagination. you wish to comprehend what these imperfect disclosures mean, and, as the antiquary endeavors to decipher the mutilated inscription on some old monument, you build up a history on a gesture or on a word! these are the stirring sports of the mind, which finds in fiction a relief from the wearisome dullness of the actual.

alas! as i was just now passing by the carriage-entrance of a great house, i noticed a sad subject for one of these histories. a man was sitting in the darkest corner, with his head bare, and holding out his hat for the charity of those who passed. his threadbare coat had that look of neatness which marks that destitution has been met by a long struggle. he had carefully buttoned it up to hide the want of a shirt. his face was half hid under his gray hair, and his eyes were closed, as if he wished to escape the sight of his own humiliation, and he remained mute and motionless. those who passed him took no notice of the beggar, who sat in silence and darkness! they had been so lucky as to escape complaints and importunities, and were glad to turn away their eyes too.

suddenly the great gate turned on its hinges; and a very low carriage, lighted with silver lamps and drawn by two black horses, came slowly out, and took the road toward the faubourg st. germain. i could just distinguish, within, the sparkling diamonds and the flowers of a ball-dress; the glare of the lamps passed like a bloody streak over the pale face of the beggar, and showed his look as his eyes opened and followed the rich man’s equipage until it disappeared in the night.

i dropped a small piece of money into the hat he was holding out, and passed on quickly.

i had just fallen unexpectedly upon the two saddest secrets of the disease which troubles the age we live in: the envious hatred of him who suffers want, and the selfish forgetfulness of him who lives in affluence.

all the enjoyment of my walk was gone; i left off looking about me, and retired into my own heart. the animated and moving sight in the streets gave place to inward meditation upon all the painful problems which have been written for the last four thousand years at the bottom of each human struggle, but which are propounded more clearly than ever in our days.

i pondered on the uselessness of so many contests, in which defeat and victory only displace each other by turns, and on the mistaken zealots who have repeated from generation to generation the bloody history of cain and abel; and, saddened with these mournful reflections, i walked on as chance took me, until the silence all around insensibly drew me out from my own thoughts.

i had reached one of the remote streets, in which those who would live in comfort and without ostentation, and who love serious reflection, delight to find a home. there were no shops along the dimly lighted street; one heard no sounds but of distant carriages, and of the steps of some of the inhabitants returning quietly home.

i instantly recognized the street, though i had been there only once before.

that was two years ago. i was walking at the time by the side of the seine, to which the lights on the quays and bridges gave the aspect of a lake surrounded by a garland of stars; and i had reached the louvre, when i was stopped by a crowd collected near the parapet they had gathered round a child of about six, who was crying, and i asked the cause of his tears.

“it seems that he was sent to walk in the tuileries,” said a mason, who was returning from his work with his trowel in his hand; “the servant who took care of him met with some friends there, and told the child to wait for him while he went to get a drink; but i suppose the drink made him more thirsty, for he has not come back, and the child cannot find his way home.”

“why do they not ask him his name, and where he lives?”

“they have been doing it for the last hour; but all he can say is, that he is called charles, and that his father is monsieur duval — there are twelve hundred duvals in paris.”

“then he does not know in what part of the town he lives?”

“i should not think, indeed! don’t you see that he is a gentleman’s child? he has never gone out except in a carriage or with a servant; he does not know what to do by himself.”

here the mason was interrupted by some of the voices rising above the others.

“we cannot leave him in the street,” said some.

“the child-stealers would carry him off,” continued others.

“we must take him to the overseer.”

“or to the police-office.”

“that’s the thing. come, little one!”

but the child, frightened by these suggestions of danger, and at the names of police and overseer, cried louder, and drew back toward the parapet. in vain they tried to persuade him; his fears made him resist the more, and the most eager began to get weary, when the voice of a little boy was heard through the confusion.

“i know him well — i do,” said he, looking at the lost child; “he belongs in our part of the town.”

“what part is it?”

“yonder, on the other side of the boulevards — rue des magasins.”

“and you have seen him before?”

“yes, yes! he belongs to the great house at the end of the street, where there is an iron gate with gilt points.”

the child quickly raised his head, and stopped crying. the little boy answered all the questions that were put to him, and gave such details as left no room for doubt. the other child understood him, for he went up to him as if to put himself under his protection.

“then you can take him to his parents?” asked the mason, who had listened with real interest to the little boy’s account.

“i don’t care if i do,” replied he; “it’s the way i’m going.”

“then you will take charge of him?”

“he has only to come with me.”

and, taking up the basket he had put down on the pavement, he set off toward the postern-gate of the louvre.

the lost child followed him.

“i hope he will take him right,” said i, when i saw them go away.

“never fear,” replied the mason; “the little one in the blouse is the same age as the other; but, as the saying is, he knows black from white;’ poverty, you see, is a famous schoolmistress!”

the crowd dispersed. for my part, i went toward the louvre; the thought came into my head to follow the two children, so as to guard against any mistake.

i was not long in overtaking them; they were walking side by side, talking, and already quite familiar with each other. the contrast in their dress then struck me. little duval wore one of those fanciful children’s dresses which are expensive as well as in good taste; his coat was skilfully fitted to his figure, his trousers came down in plaits from his waist to his boots of polished leather with mother-of-pearl buttons, and his ringlets were half hid by a velvet cap. the appearance of his guide, on the contrary, was that of the class who dwell on the extreme borders of poverty, but who there maintain their ground with no surrender. his old blouse, patched with pieces of different shades, indicated the perseverance of an industrious mother struggling against the wear and tear of time; his trousers were become too short, and showed his stockings darned over and over again; and it was evident that his shoes were not made for him.

the countenances of the two children were not less different than their dress. that of the first was delicate and refined; his clear blue eye, his fair skin, and his smiling mouth gave him a charming look of innocence and happiness. the features of the other, on the contrary, had something rough in them; his eye was quick and lively, his complexion dark, his smile less merry than shrewd; all showed a mind sharpened by too early experience; he walked boldly through the middle of the streets thronged by carriages, and followed their countless turnings without hesitation.

i found, on asking him, that every day he carried dinner to his father, who was then working on the left bank of the seine; and this responsible duty had made him careful and prudent. he had learned those hard but forcible lessons of necessity which nothing can equal or supply the place of. unfortunately, the wants of his poor family had kept him from school, and he seemed to feel the loss; for he often stopped before the printshops, and asked his companion to read him the names of the engravings. in this way we reached the boulevard bonne nouvelle, which the little wanderer seemed to know again. notwithstanding his fatigue, he hurried on; he was agitated by mixed feelings; at the sight of his house he uttered a cry, and ran toward the iron gate with the gilt points; a lady who was standing at the entrance received him in her arms, and from the exclamations of joy, and the sound of kisses, i soon perceived she was his mother.

not seeing either the servant or child return, she had sent in search of them in every direction, and was waiting for them in intense anxiety.

i explained to her in a few words what had happened. she thanked me warmly, and looked round for the little boy who had recognized and brought back her son; but while we were talking, he had disappeared.

it was for the first time since then that i had come into this part of paris. did the mother continue grateful? had the children met again, and had the happy chance of their first meeting lowered between them that barrier which may mark the different ranks of men, but should not divide them?

while putting these questions to myself, i slackened my pace, and fixed my eyes on the great gate, which i just perceived. suddenly i saw it open, and two children appeared at the entrance. although much grown, i recognized them at first sight; they were the child who was found near the parapet of the louvre, and his young guide. but the dress of the latter was greatly changed: his blouse of gray cloth was neat, and even spruce, and was fastened round the waist by a polished leather belt; he wore strong shoes, but made for his feet, and had on a new cloth cap. just at the moment i saw him, he held in his two hands an enormous bunch of lilacs, to which his companion was trying to add narcissuses and primroses; the two children laughed, and parted with a friendly good-by. m. duval’s son did not go in till he had seen the other turn the corner of the street.

then i accosted the latter, and reminded him of our former meeting; he looked at me for a moment, and then seemed to recollect me.

“forgive me if i do not make you a bow,” said he, merrily, “but i want both my hands for the nosegay monsieur charles has given me.”

“you are, then, become great friends?” said i.

“oh! i should think so,” said the child; “and now my father is rich too!”

“how’s that?”

“monsieur duval lent him some money; he has taken a shop, where he works on his own account; and, as for me, i go to school.”

“yes,” replied i, remarking for the first time the cross that decorated his little coat; “and i see that you are head-boy!”

“monsieur charles helps me to learn, and so i am come to be the first in the class.”

“are you now going to your lessons?”

“yes, and he has given me some lilacs; for he has a garden where we play together, and where my mother can always have flowers.”

“then it is the same as if it were partly your own.”

“so it is! ah! they are good neighbors indeed. but here i am; good-by, sir.”

he nodded to me with a smile, and disappeared.

i went on with my walk, still pensive, but with a feeling of relief. if i had elsewhere witnessed the painful contrast between affluence and want, here i had found the true union of riches and poverty. hearty good-will had smoothed down the more rugged inequalities on both sides, and had opened a road of true neighborhood and fellowship between the humble workshop and the stately mansion. instead of hearkening to the voice of interest, they had both listened to that of self-sacrifice, and there was no place left for contempt or envy. thus, instead of the beggar in rags, that i had seen at the other door cursing the rich man, i had found here the happy child of the laborer loaded with flowers and blessing him! the problem, so difficult and so dangerous to examine into with no regard but for the rights of it, i had just seen solved by love.

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