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it was yesterday. when i woke, the cornfield under my windows, which seemed a steadfast sea of gold, had already half disappeared. the scythes flashed in the sun; and the ripe corn fell in great unresisting masses.

the smallest details of that meeting are present in my memory; and i do not weary of living every moment of it over again. the air was cool. i still feel the caress of my sleeves, which the wind set fluttering over my arms. i drank the breeze in great gulps. it filled me, it revived me from head to foot. my skirts hampered me and i went slowly, holding my hat in both hands before my face and vaguely guided by the little patches of landscape that showed through the loose straw: a glimpse of blue sky, of swaying tree-tops, smoking chimneys and a dim horizon.

i have come to the far end of the field, where the reapers are. it is the hour of the first meal. the

men have laid down their scythes, the girls have ceased to bind the sheaves and all are sitting on the slope beside the road.

curious, i go closer still. a young woman, whom the others call "mademoiselle," is kneeling a few steps away from me, in front of the provision-basket; she has her back turned to me and is distributing slices of bread and cream-cheese to the labourers; she hands the jug filled with cider to the one nearest her, who drinks and sends it round. for one second the movement of her arm passes between the sky and my gaze, which wavers a little owing to the brilliancy of the light; and that arm dewy with heat appears to me admirably moulded, with bold, pure lines.

she is dressed like her companions, in a coarse linen skirt, whose uncouth folds disguise her hips, and a calico smock imprisoned in a black laced bodice, a sort of shapeless, barbarous cuirass. a broad-brimmed straw hat, adorned with a faded ribbon, casts its shadow on her shoulders; but, when she bends her head, i see the glint of her hair, whose tightly bound and twisted masses shine like coils of gold.

the rather powerful neck is beautifully modelled. it is delicately hollowed at the nape, where a little

silver chain accentuates the gentle curve. i can see almost nothing of her figure under the clumsy clothes, but its proportions appear to me accurate and fairly slender.

i feel inclined to go away without a word; my fastidious eyes bring me misgivings. when the first taste is good, why risk a second? but one of the reapers has seen me. he bids me a friendly good-morning; and, before i have time to answer, she has turned round.

it is so rare, in our country districts, to see a beautiful woman that, for an instant, i blame the charm of the hour and accuse the friendly light of complicity. but little by little her perfection overcomes my doubts; and, the more i watch her, the lovelier i think her. the almost statuesque slowness of her movements, the vigorous line of her body, the glad colours that adorn her mouth, her cheeks and her bare arms seem to make her share in the health of the soil. the fair human sheaf is bound to nature like the golden sheaves that surround it.

without stirring, we two stand looking at each other face to face.

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o miracle of beauty, sovran of happiness and magnet of wandering eyes, that day it shone in the noon-day sun like a star on the forehead of that unhappy life; and it and it alone stayed my steps!

but for it, should i have dreamt, in the presence of that humble girl, of one of those quests which appeal to the hearts of us women, hearts fed on eternal illusions? but for it, should i have suspected a sorrowing soul in the depths of those limpid eyes? and, at this moment, should i be asking of my weakness the strength that constrains, of my doubts the faith that saves, of my pity the tenderness that consoles and heals?

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i had moved to go, happy without knowing why; i hastened my steps. with my soul heavier and my feet lighter than before, i walked away, glorying in my meeting as in a victory over chance, over the thousand trifles, the thousand blind agencies that incessantly keep us from what we seek and from what unconsciously seeks us.

i could have laughed for joy; and it would have

been sweet to me, when i passed into the garden, to proclaim my glee aloud. but the peace of things laid silence upon me. i slowly followed the paths, bordered with marigolds and balsam, that lead to the house; and, when i passed under the blinds, which a friend's hand had gently drawn for me, i heard my everyday voice describing my discovery and my delight in sober tones.

and yet the moment of exaltation still charged my life; it seemed to me clearer and deeper; and i thought that enthusiasm is in us like a too-full cup, which overflows at the least movement of the soul.

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i made enquiries that same evening; and all that i learnt encourages me.

she lives at the end of our village of sainte-colombe. she was brought up at the convent in the town hard by and left it at the age of eighteen. since then, she has not been happy. on sunday she is never with the merrymaking crowd. she has never been seen at church. she neither prays nor dances.