“for long years,” writes teufelsdrockh, “had the poor hebrew, in this egypt of an auscultatorship, painfully toiled, baking bricks without stubble, before ever the question once struck him with entire force: for what? — beym himmel! for food and warmth! and are food and warmth nowhere else, in the whole wide universe, discoverable? — come of it what might, i resolved to try.”
thus then are we to see him in a new independent capacity, though perhaps far from an improved one. teufelsdrockh is now a man without profession. quitting the common fleet of herring-busses and whalers, where indeed his leeward, laggard condition was painful enough, he desperately steers off, on a course of his own, by sextant and compass of his own. unhappy teufelsdrockh! though neither fleet, nor traffic, nor commodores pleased thee, still was it not a fleet, sailing in prescribed track, for fixed objects; above all, in combination, wherein, by mutual guidance, by all manner of loans and borrowings, each could manifoldly aid the other? how wilt thou sail in unknown seas; and for thyself find that shorter northwest passage to thy fair spice-country of a nowhere? — a solitary rover, on such a voyage, with such nautical tactics, will meet with adventures. nay, as we forthwith discover, a certain calypso–island detains him at the very outset; and as it were falsifies and oversets his whole reckoning.
“if in youth,” writes he once, “the universe is majestically unveiling, and everywhere heaven revealing itself on earth, nowhere to the young man does this heaven on earth so immediately reveal itself as in the young maiden. strangely enough, in this strange life of ours, it has been so appointed. on the whole, as i have often said, a person (personlichkeit) is ever holy to us; a certain orthodox anthropomorphism connects my me with all thees in bonds of love: but it is in this approximation of the like and unlike, that such heavenly attraction, as between negative and positive, first burns out into a flame. is the pitifullest mortal person, think you, indifferent to us? is it not rather our heartfelt wish to be made one with him; to unite him to us, by gratitude, by admiration, even by fear; or failing all these, unite ourselves to him? but how much more, in this case of the like–unlike! here is conceded us the higher mystic possibility of such a union, the highest in our earth; thus, in the conducting medium of fantasy, flames forth that fire-development of the universal spiritual electricity, which, as unfolded between man and woman, we first emphatically denominate love.
“in every well-conditioned stripling, as i conjecture, there already blooms a certain prospective paradise, cheered by some fairest eve; nor, in the stately vistas, and flowerage and foliage of that garden, is a tree of knowledge, beautiful and awful in the midst thereof, wanting. perhaps too the whole is but the lovelier, if cherubim and a flaming sword divide it from all footsteps of men; and grant him, the imaginative stripling, only the view, not the entrance. happy season of virtuous youth, when shame is still an impassable celestial barrier; and the sacred air-cities of hope have not shrunk into the mean clay-hamlets of reality; and man, by his nature, is yet infinite and free!
“as for our young forlorn,” continues teufelsdrockh evidently meaning himself, “in his secluded way of life, and with his glowing fantasy, the more fiery that it burnt under cover, as in a reverberating furnace, his feeling towards the queens of this earth was, and indeed is, altogether unspeakable. a visible divinity dwelt in them; to our young friend all women were holy, were heavenly. as yet he but saw them flitting past, in their many-colored angel-plumage; or hovering mute and inaccessible on the outskirts of aesthetic tea: all of air they were, all soul and form; so lovely, like mysterious priestesses, in whose hand was the invisible jacob’s-ladder, whereby man might mount into very heaven. that he, our poor friend, should ever win for himself one of these gracefuls (holden) — ach gott! how could he hope it; should he not have died under it? there was a certain delirious vertigo in the thought.
“thus was the young man, if all-sceptical of demons and angels such as the vulgar had once believed in, nevertheless not unvisited by hosts of true sky-born, who visibly and audibly hovered round him wheresoever he went; and they had that religious worship in his thought, though as yet it was by their mere earthly and trivial name that he named them. but now, if on a soul so circumstanced, some actual air-maiden, incorporated into tangibility and reality, should cast any electric glance of kind eyes, saying thereby, ‘thou too mayest love and be loved;’ and so kindle him, — good heaven, what a volcanic, earthquake-bringing, all-consuming fire were probably kindled!”
such a fire, it afterwards appears, did actually burst forth, with explosions more or less vesuvian, in the inner man of herr diogenes; as indeed how could it fail? a nature, which, in his own figurative style, we might say, had now not a little carbonized tinder, of irritability; with so much nitre of latent passion, and sulphurous humor enough; the whole lying in such hot neighborhood, close by “a reverberating furnace of fantasy:” have we not here the components of driest gunpowder, ready, on occasion of the smallest spark, to blaze up? neither, in this our life-element, are sparks anywhere wanting. without doubt, some angel, whereof so many hovered round, would one day, leaving “the outskirts of aesthetic tea,” flit higher; and, by electric promethean glance, kindle no despicable firework. happy, if it indeed proved a firework, and flamed off rocket-wise, in successive beautiful bursts of splendor, each growing naturally from the other, through the several stages of a happy youthful love; till the whole were safely burnt out; and the young soul relieved with little damage! happy, if it did not rather prove a conflagration and mad explosion; painfully lacerating the heart itself; nay perhaps bursting the heart in pieces (which were death); or at best, bursting the thin walls of your “reverberating furnace,” so that it rage thenceforth all unchecked among the contiguous combustibles (which were madness): till of the so fair and manifold internal world of our diogenes, there remained nothing, or only the “crater of an extinct volcano”!
from multifarious documents in this bag capricornus, and in the adjacent ones on both sides thereof, it becomes manifest that our philosopher, as stoical and cynical as he now looks, was heartily and even frantically in love: here therefore may our old doubts whether his heart were of stone or of flesh give way. he loved once; not wisely but too well. and once only: for as your congreve needs a new case or wrappage for every new rocket, so each human heart can properly exhibit but one love, if even one; the “first love which is infinite” can be followed by no second like unto it. in more recent years, accordingly, the editor of these sheets was led to regard teufelsdrockh as a man not only who would never wed, but who would never even flirt; whom the grand-climacteric itself, and st. martin’s summer of incipient dotage, would crown with no new myrtle-garland. to the professor, women are henceforth pieces of art; of celestial art, indeed, which celestial pieces he glories to survey in galleries, but has lost thought of purchasing.
psychological readers are not without curiosity to see how teufelsdrockh in this for him unexampled predicament, demeans himself; with what specialties of successive configuration, splendor and color, his firework blazes off. small, as usual, is the satisfaction that such can meet with here. from amid these confused masses of eulogy and elegy, with their mad petrarchan and werterean ware lying madly scattered among all sorts of quite extraneous matter, not so much as the fair one’s name can be deciphered. for, without doubt, the title blumine, whereby she is here designated, and which means simply goddess of flowers, must be fictitious. was her real name flora, then? but what was her surname, or had she none? of what station in life was she; of what parentage, fortune, aspect? specially, by what pre-established harmony of occurrences did the lover and the loved meet one another in so wide a world; how did they behave in such meeting? to all which questions, not unessential in a biographic work, mere conjecture must for most part return answer. “it was appointed,” says our philosopher, “that the high celestial orbit of blumine should intersect the low sublunary one of our forlorn; that he, looking in her empyrean eyes, should fancy the upper sphere of light was come down into this nether sphere of shadows; and finding himself mistaken, make noise enough.”
we seem to gather that she was young, hazel-eyed, beautiful, and some one’s cousin; high-born, and of high spirit; but unhappily dependent and insolvent; living, perhaps, on the not too gracious bounty of moneyed relatives. but how came “the wanderer” into her circle? was it by the humid vehicle of aesthetic tea, or by the arid one of mere business? was it on the hand of herr towgood; or of the gnadige frau, who, as an ornamental artist, might sometimes like to promote flirtation, especially for young cynical nondescripts? to all appearance, it was chiefly by accident, and the grace of nature.
“thou fair waldschloss,” writes our autobiographer, “what stranger ever saw thee, were it even an absolved auscultator, officially bearing in his pocket the last relatio ex actis he would ever write, but must have paused to wonder! noble mansion! there stoodest thou, in deep mountain amphitheatre, on umbrageous lawns, in thy serene solitude; stately, massive, all of granite; glittering in the western sunbeams, like a palace of el dorado, overlaid with precious metal. beautiful rose up, in wavy curvature, the slope of thy guardian hills; of the greenest was their sward, embossed with its dark-brown frets of crag, or spotted by some spreading solitary tree and its shadow. to the unconscious wayfarer thou wert also as an ammon’s temple, in the libyan waste; where, for joy and woe, the tablet of his destiny lay written. well might he pause and gaze; in that glance of his were prophecy and nameless forebodings.”
but now let us conjecture that the so presentient auscultator has handed in his relatio ex actis; been invited to a glass of rhine-wine; and so, instead of returning dispirited and athirst to his dusty town-home, is ushered into the garden-house, where sit the choicest party of dames and cavaliers: if not engaged in aesthetic tea, yet in trustful evening conversation, and perhaps musical coffee, for we hear of “harps and pure voices making the stillness live.” scarcely, it would seem, is the garden-house inferior in respectability to the noble mansion itself. “embowered amid rich foliage, rose-clusters, and the hues and odors of thousand flowers, here sat that brave company; in front, from the wide-opened doors, fair outlook over blossom and bush, over grove and velvet green, stretching, undulating onwards to the remote mountain peaks: so bright, so mild, and everywhere the melody of birds and happy creatures: it was all as if man had stolen a shelter from the suit in the bosom-vesture of summer herself. how came it that the wanderer advanced thither with such forecasting heart (ahndungsvoll), by the side of his gay host? did he feel that to these soft influences his hard bosom ought to be shut; that here, once more, fate had it in view to try him; to mock him, and see whether there were humor in him?
“next moment he finds himself presented to the party; and especially by name to — blumine! peculiar among all dames and damosels glanced blumine, there in her modesty, like a star among earthly lights. noblest maiden! whom he bent to, in body and in soul; yet scarcely dared look at, for the presence filled him with painful yet sweetest embarrassment.
“blumine’s was a name well known to him; far and wide was the fair one heard of, for her gifts, her graces, her caprices: from all which vague colorings of rumor, from the censures no less than from the praises, had our friend painted for himself a certain imperious queen of hearts, and blooming warm earth-angel, much more enchanting than your mere white heaven-angels of women, in whose placid veins circulates too little naphtha-fire. herself also he had seen in public places; that light yet so stately form; those dark tresses, shading a face where smiles and sunlight played over earnest deeps: but all this he had seen only as a magic vision, for him inaccessible, almost without reality. her sphere was too far from his; how should she ever think of him; o heaven! how should they so much as once meet together? and now that rose-goddess sits in the same circle with him; the light of her eyes has smiled on him; if he speak, she will hear it! nay, who knows, since the heavenly sun looks into lowest valleys, but blumine herself might have aforetime noted the so unnotable; perhaps, from his very gainsayers, as he had from hers, gathered wonder, gathered favor for him? was the attraction, the agitation mutual, then; pole and pole trembling towards contact, when once brought into neighborhood? say rather, heart swelling in presence of the queen of hearts; like the sea swelling when once near its moon! with the wanderer it was even so: as in heavenward gravitation, suddenly as at the touch of a seraph’s wand, his whole soul is roused from its deepest recesses; and all that was painful and that was blissful there, dim images, vague feelings of a whole past and a whole future, are heaving in unquiet eddies within him.
“often, in far less agitating scenes, had our still friend shrunk forcibly together; and shrouded up his tremors and flutterings, of what sort soever, in a safe cover of silence, and perhaps of seeming stolidity. how was it, then, that here, when trembling to the core of his heart, he did not sink into swoons, but rose into strength, into fearlessness and clearness? it was his guiding genius (damon) that inspired him; he must go forth and meet his destiny. show thyself now, whispered it, or be forever hid. thus sometimes it is even when your anxiety becomes transcendental, that the soul first feels herself able to transcend it; that she rises above it, in fiery victory; and borne on new-found wings of victory, moves so calmly, even because so rapidly, so irresistibly. always must the wanderer remember, with a certain satisfaction and surprise, how in this case he sat not silent but struck adroitly into the stream of conversation; which thenceforth, to speak with an apparent not a real vanity, he may say that he continued to lead. surely, in those hours, a certain inspiration was imparted him, such inspiration as is still possible in our late era. the self-secluded unfolds himself in noble thoughts, in free, glowing words; his soul is as one sea of light, the peculiar home of truth and intellect; wherein also fantasy bodies forth form after form, radiant with all prismatic hues.”
it appears, in this otherwise so happy meeting, there talked one “philisitine;” who even now, to the general weariness, was dominantly pouring forth philistinism (philistriositaten.); little witting what hero was here entering to demolish him! we omit the series of socratic, or rather diogenic utterances, not unhappy in their way, whereby the monster, “persuaded into silence,” seems soon after to have withdrawn for the night. “of which dialectic marauder,” writes our hero, “the discomfiture was visibly felt as a benefit by most: but what were all applauses to the glad smile, threatening every moment to become a laugh, wherewith blumine herself repaid the victor? he ventured to address her she answered with attention: nay what if there were a slight tremor in that silver voice; what if the red glow of evening were hiding a transient blush!
“the conversation took a higher tone, one fine thought called forth another: it was one of those rare seasons, when the soul expands with full freedom, and man feels himself brought near to man. gayly in light, graceful abandonment, the friendly talk played round that circle; for the burden was rolled from every heart; the barriers of ceremony, which are indeed the laws of polite living, had melted as into vapor; and the poor claims of me and thee, no longer parted by rigid fences, now flowed softly into one another; and life lay all harmonious, many-tinted, like some fair royal champaign, the sovereign and owner of which were love only. such music springs from kind hearts, in a kind environment of place and time. and yet as the light grew more aerial on the mountaintops, and the shadows fell longer over the valley, some faint tone of sadness may have breathed through the heart; and, in whispers more or less audible, reminded every one that as this bright day was drawing towards its close, so likewise must the day of man’s existence decline into dust and darkness; and with all its sick toilings, and joyful and mournful noises, sink in the still eternity.
“to our friend the hours seemed moments; holy was he and happy: the words from those sweetest lips came over him like dew on thirsty grass; all better feelings in his soul seemed to whisper, it is good for us to be here. at parting, the blumine’s hand was in his: in the balmy twilight, with the kind stars above them, he spoke something of meeting again, which was not contradicted; he pressed gently those small soft fingers, and it seemed as if they were not hastily, not angrily withdrawn.”
poor teufelsdrockh! it is clear to demonstration thou art smit: the queen of hearts would see a “man of genius” also sigh for her; and there, by art-magic, in that preternatural hour, has she bound and spell-bound thee. “love is not altogether a delirium,” says he elsewhere; “yet has it many points in common therewith. i call it rather a discerning of the infinite in the finite, of the idea made real; which discerning again may be either true or false, either seraphic or demoniac, inspiration or insanity. but in the former case too, as in common madness, it is fantasy that superadds itself to sight; on the so petty domain of the actual plants its archimedes-lever, whereby to move at will the infinite spiritual. fantasy i might call the true heaven-gate and hell-gate of man: his sensuous life is but the small temporary stage (zeitbuhne), whereon thick-streaming influences from both these far yet near regions meet visibly, and act tragedy and melodrama. sense can support herself handsomely, in most countries, for some eighteenpence a day; but for fantasy planets and solar-systems will not suffice. witness your pyrrhus conquering the world, yet drinking no better red wine than he had before.” alas! witness also your diogenes, flame-clad, scaling the upper heaven, and verging towards insanity, for prize of a “high-souled brunette,” as if the earth held but one and not several of these!
he says that, in town, they met again: “day after day, like his heart’s sun, the blooming blumine shone on him. ah! a little while ago, and he was yet in all darkness: him what graceful (holde) would ever love? disbelieving all things, the poor youth had never learned to believe in himself. withdrawn, in proud timidity, within his own fastnesses; solitary from men, yet baited by night-spectres enough, he saw himself, with a sad indignation, constrained to renounce the fairest hopes of existence. and now, o now! ‘she looks on thee,’ cried he: ‘she the fairest, noblest; do not her dark eyes tell thee, thou art not despised? the heaven’s-messenger! all heaven’s blessings be hers!’ thus did soft melodies flow through his heart; tones of an infinite gratitude; sweetest intimations that he also was a man, that for him also unutterable joys had been provided.
“in free speech, earnest or gay, amid lambent glances, laughter, tears, and often with the inarticulate mystic speech of music: such was the element they now lived in; in such a many-tinted, radiant aurora, and by this fairest of orient light-bringers must our friend be blandished, and the new apocalypse of nature enrolled to him. fairest blumine! and, even as a star, all fire and humid softness, a very light-ray incarnate! was there so much as a fault, a ‘caprice,’ he could have dispensed with? was she not to him in very deed a morning-star; did not her presence bring with it airs from heaven? as from aeolian harps in the breath of dawn, as from the memnon’s statue struck by the rosy finger of aurora, unearthly music was around him, and lapped him into untried balmy rest. pale doubt fled away to the distance; life bloomed up with happiness and hope. the past, then, was all a haggard dream; he had been in the garden of eden, then, and could not discern it! but lo now! the black walls of his prison melt away; the captive is alive, is free. if he loved his disenchantress? ach gott! his whole heart and soul and life were hers, but never had he named it love: existence was all a feeling, not yet shaped into a thought.”
nevertheless, into a thought, nay into an action, it must be shaped; for neither disenchanter nor disenchantress, mere “children of time,” can abide by feeling alone. the professor knows not, to this day, “how in her soft, fervid bosom the lovely found determination, even on hest of necessity, to cut asunder these so blissful bonds.” he even appears surprised at the “duenna cousin,” whoever she may have been, “in whose meagre hunger-bitten philosophy, the religion of young hearts was, from the first, faintly approved of.” we, even at such distance, can explain it without necromancy. let the philosopher answer this one question: what figure, at that period, was a mrs. teufelsdrockh likely to make in polished society? could she have driven so much as a brass-bound gig, or even a simple iron-spring one? thou foolish “absolved auscultator,” before whom lies no prospect of capital, will any yet known “religion of young hearts” keep the human kitchen warm? pshaw! thy divine blumine, when she “resigned herself to wed some richer,” shows more philosophy, though but “a woman of genius,” than thou, a pretended man.
our readers have witnessed the origin of this love-mania, and with what royal splendor it waxes, and rises. let no one ask us to unfold the glories of its dominant state; much less the horrors of its almost instantaneous dissolution. how from such inorganic masses, henceforth madder than ever, as lie in these bags, can even fragments of a living delineation be organized? besides, of what profit were it? we view, with a lively pleasure, the gay silk montgolfier start from the ground, and shoot upwards, cleaving the liquid deeps, till it dwindle to a luminous star: but what is there to look longer on, when once, by natural elasticity, or accident of fire, it has exploded? a hapless air-navigator, plunging, amid torn parachutes, sand-bags, and confused wreck, fast enough into the jaws of the devil! suffice it to know that teufelsdrockh rose into the highest regions of the empyrean, by a natural parabolic track, and returned thence in a quick perpendicular one. for the rest, let any feeling reader, who has been unhappy enough to do the like, paint it out for himself: considering only that if he, for his perhaps comparatively insignificant mistress, underwent such agonies and frenzies, what must teufelsdrockh’s have been, with a fire-heart, and for a nonpareil blumine! we glance merely at the final scene:—
“one morning, he found his morning-star all dimmed and dusky-red; the fair creature was silent, absent, she seemed to have been weeping. alas, no longer a morning-star, but a troublous skyey portent, announcing that the doomsday had dawned! she said, in a tremulous voice, they were to meet no more.” the thunder-struck air-sailor is not wanting to himself in this dread hour: but what avails it? we omit the passionate expostulations, entreaties, indignations, since all was vain, and not even an explanation was conceded him; and hasten to the catastrophe. “‘farewell, then, madam!’ said he, not without sternness, for his stung pride helped him. she put her hand in his, she looked in his face, tears started to her eyes; in wild audacity he clasped her to his bosom; their lips were joined, their two souls, like two dew-drops, rushed into one, — for the first time and for the last!” thus was teufelsdrockh made immortal by a kiss. and then? why, then — “thick curtains of night rushed over his soul, as rose the immeasurable crash of doom; and through the ruins as of a shivered universe was he falling, falling, towards the abyss.”