one enormous cannon-shot that struck the earth and stones threw up a cloud of dust which totally blinded the brave brigadier who led us; he was thus compelled to grope his way to the rear, while his place was taken by lieutenant-colonel w. h. bunbury of ours--a tried soldier, who had served in the kohat-pass expedition five years before this, and been napier's aide-de-camp during the wars of india. the honourable colonel handcock, who led three hundred men of the 97th and of the perthshire volunteers, fell mortally by a ball in the head. colonel lysons of ours (who served in the canadian affair of st. denis), though wounded in the thigh and unable to stand, remained on the ground, and with brandished sword cheered on the stormers.
the actual portion of the latter followed those who bore the scaling ladders, twenty of which were apportioned to the buffs; and no time was to be lost now, as the russians from the malakoff, inflamed by blood, defeat, and fury, were rushing down in hordes to aid in the defence of the redan. in crossing the open ground between our trenches and the point of attack, some of the ladders were lost or left behind, in consequence of their bearers being shot down; yet we reached the edge of the ditch and planted several without much difficulty, till the russians, after flocking to the traverses which enfiladed them, opened a murderous fusillade upon those who were crossing or getting into the embrasures, when we planted them on the other side; and then so many officers and men perished, that windham and three of the former were the only leaders of parties who got in untouched.
the scene in the ditch, where the dead and the dying, the bleeding, the panting, and exhausted lay over each other three or four deep, was beyond description; and at a place called the picket house was one solitary english lady, watching this terrible assault, breathless and pale, putting up prayers with her white lips; and her emotions at such a time may be imagined when i mention that she was the wife of an officer engaged in the assault, colonel h----, whose body was soon after borne past her on a stretcher.
when my ladder was planted firmly, i went up with the stormers, men of all regiments mixed pell-mell, buffs and royal welsh, 90th and 97th. a gun, depressed and loaded with grape, belched a volume of flame and iron past me as i sprang, sword in hand, into the embrasure, firing my revolver almost at random; and the stormers, their faces flushed with ardour and fierce excitement, cheering, stabbing with the bayonet, smashing with the butt-end, or firing wildly, swarmed in at every aperture, and bore the russians back; but i, being suddenly wedged among a number of killed and wounded men, between the cannon and the side of the embrasure could neither advance nor retire, till dragged out by the strong hand of poor charley gwynne, who fell a minute after, shot dead; and for some seconds, while in that most exposed and terrible position, i saw a dreadful scene of slaughter before me; for there were dense gray masses of the russian infantry, their usually stolid visages inflamed by hate, ferocity, by fiery vodka, and religious rancour, the front ranks kneeling as if to receive cavalry, and all the rear ranks, which were three or four deep, firing over each other's heads, exactly as we are told the scottish brigades of the "lion of the north" did at leipzig, to the annihilation of those of count tilly.
we were fairly in this terrible redan; but the weakness of our force was soon painfully apparent, and in short, when the enemy made a united rush at us, they drove us all into an angle of the work, and ultimately over the parapet to the outer slope, where men of the light and second divisions were packed in a dense mass and firing into it, which they continued to do even till their ammunition became expended, when fresh supplies from the pouches of those in rear were handed to those in front. an hour and a half of this disastrous strife elapsed, "the russians having cleared the redan," to quote the trite description of russell, "but not yet being in possession of its parapets, when they made a second charge with bayonets under a heavy fire of musketry, and throwing great quantities of large stones, grape and small round shot, drove those in front back upon the men in rear, who were thrown into the ditch. the gabions in the parapet now gave way, and rolled down with those who were upon them; and the men in rear, thinking all was lost, retired into the fifth parallel."
many men were buried alive in the ditch by the falling earth; dora's admirer, poor little torn clavell of the 19th, among others, perished thus horribly. just as we reached our shelter, there to breathe, re-form, and await supports, i saw poor phil caradoc reel wildly and fall, somewhat in a heap, at the foot of the gabions. in a moment i was by his side. his sword-arm had been upraised as he was endeavouring to rally the men, and a ball had passed--as it eventually proved--through his lungs; though a surgeon, who was seated close by with all his apparatus and instruments, assured him that it was not so.
"i know better--something tells me that it is all over with me--and that i am bleeding internally," said he, with difficulty. "hardinge, old fellow--lift me up--gently, so--so--thank you."
i passed an arm under him, and raised his head, removing at the same time his heavy fusileer cap. there was a gurgle in his throat, and the foam of agony came on his handsome brown moustache.
"i am going fast," said he, grasping my hand; "god bless you, harry--see me buried alone."
"if i escape--but there is yet hope for you, phil."
but he shook his head and said, while his eye kindled,
"if i was not exactly the first man in, i was not long behind windham. i risked my life freely," he added, in a voice so low that i heard him with difficulty amid the din of the desultory fire, and the mingled roar of other sounds in and around the malakoff; "yet i should like to have gone home and seen my dear old mother once again, in green llangollen--and her--she, you know who i mean, harry. but god has willed it all otherwise, and i suppose it is for the best. . . . turn me on my side . . . dear fellow--so. . . . i am easier now."
as i did what he desired, his warm blood poured upon my hand, through the orifice in his poor, faded, and patched regimentals, never so much as then like "the old red coat that tells of england's glory."
"have the third or fourth division come yet? where are the scots royals?" he asked, eagerly, and then, without waiting for a reply, added, very faintly, "if spared to see her--winny lloyd--tell her that my last thoughts were of her--ay, as much as of my poor mother . . . and . . . that though she will get a better fellow than i----"
"that is impossible, phil!"
"she can never get one who . . . . who loves her more. the time is near now when i shall be but a memory to her and you . . . . and to all our comrades of the old 23rd."
his lips quivered and his eyes closed, as he said, with something of his old pleasant smile,
"i am going to heaven, i hope, harry--if i have not done much good in the world, i have not done much harm; and in heaven i'll meet with more red coats, i believe, than black ones . . . . and tell her . . . tell winny----"
what i was to tell her i never learned; his voice died away, and he never spoke again; for just as the contest became fiercer between the french and the masses of russians--temporarily released from the redan or drawn from the city--his head fell over on one side, and he expired. i closed his eyes, for there was yet time to do so. poor phil caradoc! i looked sadly for a minute on the pale and stiffening face of my old friend and jovial chum, and saw how fast the expression of bodily pain passed away from the whitening forehead. i could scarcely assure myself that he was indeed gone, and so suddenly; that his once merry eyes and laughing lips would open never again. turning away, i prepared once more for the assault, and then, for the first time, i perceived lieutenants dyneley and somerville of ours lying near him; the former mortally wounded and in great pain, the latter quite dead.
my soul was full of a keen longing for vengeance, to grapple with the foe once more, foot to foot and face to face. the blood was fairly up in all our hearts; for the russians had now relined their own breastworks, where a tall officer in a gray capote made himself very conspicuous by his example and exertions. he was at last daring enough to step over the rampart and tear down a wooden gabion, to make a kind of extempore embrasure through which an additional field-piece might be run.
"as you are so fond of pot-firing," said colonel windham to the soldiers, with some irritation at the temporary repulse, "why the deuce don't you shoot that russian?"
on looking through my field-glass, to my astonishment i discovered that he was tolstoff. sergeant rhuddlan of ours now levelled his rifle over the bank of earth which protected the parallel, took a steady aim, and fired. tolstoff threw up his arms wildly, and his sword glittered as it fell from his hand. he then wheeled round, and fell heavily backward into the ditch--which was twenty feet broad and ten feet deep--dead; at least, i never saw or heard of him again.
just as a glow of fierce exultation, pardonable enough, perhaps, at such a time (and remembering all the circumstances under which this distinguished muscovite and i had last met and parted), thrilled through me, i experienced a terrible shock--a shock that made me reel and shudder, with a sensation as if a hot iron had pierced my left arm above the elbow. it hung powerless by my side, and then i felt my own blood trickling heavily over the points of my fingers!
"wounded! my god, hit at last!" was my first thought; and i lost much blood before i could get any one, in that vile burly-burly, to tie my handkerchief as a temporary bandage round the limb to stanch the flow.
i was useless now, and worse than useless, as i was suffering greatly, but i could not leave the parallel for the hospital huts, and remained there nearly to dusk fell. before that, i had seen caradoc interred between the gabions; and there he lay in his hastily-scooped grave, uncoffined and unknelled, his heart's dearest longings unfulfilled, his brightest hopes and keenest aspirations crushed out like his young life; and the evanescent picture, the poor photo of the girl he had loved in vain, buried with him; and when poor phil was being covered up, i remembered his anecdote about the dead officer, and the letter that was replaced in his breast.
well, my turn for such uncouth obsequies might come soon enough now. in the affair of the redan, if i mistake not, 146 officers and men of ours, the welsh fusileers, were killed and wounded; and every other regiment suffered in the same proportion.
the attack was to be renewed at five in the morning by the guards and highlanders, under lord clyde of gallant memory, then sir colin campbell; but on their approaching, it was found that the russians had spiked their guns, and bolted by the bridge of boats, leaving sebastopol one sheet of living fire. fort after fort was blown into the air, each with a shock as if the solid earth were being split asunder. the sky was filled with live shells, which burst there like thousands of scarlet rockets, and thus showers of iron fell in every direction. columns of dark smoke, that seemed to prop heaven itself, rose above the city, while its defenders in thousands, without beat of drum or sound of trumpet, poured away by the bridge of boats. when the last fugitive had passed, the chains were cut, and then the mighty pontoon, a quarter of a mile in length, swung heavily over to the north side, when we were in full possession of sebastopol!