the old tin box again and the breath of terrible india in this quiet english room. siege, struggle, treachery, bloodshed, hunger, thirst, and fever, the extremes of heat and cold, the death agony of the young comrade—this was the story it held. the story of the difficult grave dug in the rock; of the inexorable exigency of the moment, the narrow strait for england's honour which could allow no lingering thought for him that was become useless; of the drawing together of the ranks to hide the gap and keep up the long fight. the story of every conceivable distress of the flesh, every sordid misery of the body, every anxiety of the mind; of hopeless outlook, lingering torture. but, above all, the record of the indomitable purpose; of the white and red crossed flag floating high—of the spirit unconquerable, even to death.

rosamond sat down on the slanting floor, lifted and took into her lap—as a mother may lift her dead child from the cradle—the old leather case that contained in such small compass so great a story; captain english's papers of the siege. the parcel had been delivered to her even as he had prepared it for her. to the elastic band that clasped it a scrap of paper was still pinned: "for my wife."

and she had never opened it!

all these years his voice had been waiting to speak to her; his own words for her had been there, the last cry of his soul to hers; nay—how did she know?—the message that should have shaped her future. something of himself that could not die, he had left her, something of himself to go with her through the desolation! but she, the wife so tenderly loved and thought of to the last—she had, as it were, denied herself to his death-bed. she had closed her ears to his dying speech. she had thrust his dear ghost from her. how was it possible for any woman to have been so cruel, so cowardly? how was it possible ... yet it had been!

"it is we who make our dead dead," had said the mourning mother. rosamond, the wife, had done worse: she had buried what was not yet dead. she had heaped earth upon the lips that still spoke, that she might not feel the sorrow of their last utterance!

when trouble comes it is woman's way, as a rule, to yield herself up to it, to gloat upon her grief, to feed upon tears. she has a fine scorn for man's mode of mourning, so different from hers; for the seeker of distraction, of forgetfulness; for his deliberate shunning of those emotions in which she sinks herself. and yet it may be that this divergence comes less from man's more selfish nature than from the fact that he is a creature of passion, where she is a creature of sentiment; that he knows within himself forces which are to her undreamed of; that her sorrow is as the chill rain that wraps the land and clears in lassitude at last over tender tints, while his sorrow is as the dry convulsion that defaces the earth and rends the foundations of life's whole edifice.

but there are women apart; women who unite with their own innate spirituality the virile capacity of feeling; who can love fiercely and suffer as fiercely. of such was rosamond. and she had been called to suffering before her undeveloped girl-nature had had time to lay hold on love. love and sorrow, they had fallen upon her together, in her ignorant youth, like monstrous angels of destruction. what wonder then that she should have cried out against them and hidden her face! what wonder that she should have shrunk with a sickly terror from her own unplumbed deep capacity for pain!

but no one may deny himself to himself. and the passionate soul makes for passion, be it a paul or an augustine! the nemesis of her nature had come upon rosamond; and she was to be fulfilled to herself, after so many years, at this moment of her woman's maturity, with a handful of relics and the dust and the smell of the distant indian fort upon them.

out of the far far past her love and her sorrow were claiming her—at last.

* * * * *

the logs from the dorset beech-woods flamed in the queer corner chimney-piece of harry's attic room. the light flickered on the scattered papers in rosamond's lap and threw illusive ruddy gleams on the pale hands, on the pale cheek that turned to the glow, yet felt it not.

when she had sat down to read, it was some time still before noon. the december sun crept out between two rain-storms, threw a yellow circle on the boards, marked the shadow of the ivy spray, then paled and passed. the merry logs grew red, grew grey; they fell together with sighs into white ash; and the last creeping flicker of life in the grate sparkled and went out. below, the placid life of the old ancient house jogged its round. baby's business-like morning music was ground out and caught into the silence. the tinkling bell, that from time immemorial had sounded the homely meal-time gatherings, rang its thin summons up the wooden stairs from the hall. some one came to the attic door and rattled it against the drawn bolt; knocked and called. and later the stillness of the attic room was troubled again, and aspasia cried out between petulance and anxiety. so insistent was she that within the room some one answered back at last in a strange hoarse voice of anger. and the steps pattered away, and silence reigned once more.

the rain dried on the window pane, shadows stole forth from the room corners. the air grew cold and colder; a grey dimness settled upon everywhere; the chilling bars of the grate clicked. but still the woman sat by the empty hearth ... reading, reading, reading.