eight years have passed, and clara stanley is still unmarried; yet she is happy and contented, for she is once more amid the scenes of her childhood; once more the centre of a domestic circle, who vie with each other who can love her best. two years after she heard of granville dudley’s marriage, finding a london life less and less suited to her tastes, and not conceiving any actual duty bound her to reside with her uncle’s family, she resolved on making her home with an intimate friend of her mother’s, who was associated with all the happy memories of her own childhood and youth. reduced circumstances had lately compelled mrs. langley to take pupils; a fact which had instantly determined clara’s plans. she was the more desirous for retirement and domestic ties, from the very notoriety which the constant success of her literary efforts had flung around her. she did not disdain or undervalue fame; but all of expressed admiration, all public homage, was so very much more pain than pleasure, that she shrunk from it; longing yet more for some kindly heart on which to rest her own. let us not be mistaken: it was not for love, in the world’s adaptation of the word, she needed; it was a parent’s fostering care—a brother’s supporting friendship—a sister’s sympathy, or one friend to love her for herself, for the qualities of heart, not for the labours and capabilities of mind. from the time she heard of dudley’s marriage, all thought of individual happiness as a wife faded from her imagination. her only efforts were to rouse every energy to supply objects of interest and affection, and so prevent the listlessness and despondency too often the fate of disappointed women. this had, at first, been indeed a painfully difficult task; for her heart had whispered it was because she was different from her fellows, because she was what the world termed literary and learned, granville had shunned her; and a few words, undesignedly and carelessly spoken by charles heyward, relative to dudley’s dislike to female literature, from its effects on his mother, confirmed the idea, and made her shrink from her former favourite pursuits. but she, too, had a character to sustain; and once more she compelled herself to work, believing that her talents were lent her to be instruments of good, not to lie unused. and yet, to a character of strong affections and active energies, mental resources, however varied, were not quite sufficient for happiness; and therefore was it she formed and executed the plan we have named.

so seven years had sped, and there was little variation in the life of our heroine for her biographer to record. her constant prayer was heard. her name had become a household word, coupled with love, from the pure high feelings and ennobling sympathies which her writings had called forth. her works had made her beloved and revered, though her person, nay, her very place of residence and all concerning her were, as she desired, utterly unknown. this in itself was happiness, inexpressibly heightened by her present domestic duties, lightening mrs. langley’s household cares; giving part of every day to that lady’s pupils; teaching them not only to be accomplished and domestic, but to be thinkers; training the heart, even more than the mind; making nature alike a temple and a school: all the sweet charities of home were now hers, and her heart was indeed happy and once more at rest.

and was granville dudley, then, forgotten? when we say that clara might have married more than once, and most happily, but that she had refused, simply because she could not permit an unloved reality to usurp the place of a still loved shadow—all doubts, we think, are answered.

of granville dudley she could never hear; all trace of him seemed lost. within the last few years the newspapers had indeed often teemed with the praises and speeches of a sir dudley granville; but, though the conjunction of names had at first riveted her eye and made her heart turn strangely sick, she banished the thought as folly. it was a granville dudley, not a dudley granville, whom she had too fondly loved.

miss stanley had resided about seven years with mrs. langley, when application was made to the latter lady to receive the only child of sir dudley granville as her pupil. the child was motherless, and in such very precarious health, that the milder climate of devonshire had been advised, as, combined with extreme care, the only chance of rearing her to womanhood. mrs. langley’s establishment was full, six being her allotted number, which no persuasion had as yet ever induced her to increase. there was something, however, in the appearance of the little laura which so unconsciously won upon clara, that she could not resist pleading in the child’s behalf; and as one of the pupils was to leave the next half year, mrs. langley acceded. clara’s name, however, had not been mentioned in this transaction. the lady who had the charge of laura had indeed conversed with her, and had been charmed with her manner; but little imagined she was enjoying the often-coveted honour of conversing with an authoress, and one so popular as clara stanley. she said that laura, though eight years old, literally knew nothing. lady granville had been the belle of her time, but one who had the greatest horror of all learning in woman, and in consequence possessing nothing of herself but showy accomplishment, which told in society. she had neglected the poor child, wasted alike her own health and her husband’s income in the sole pursuit of pleasure, and hurried herself to an early grave. laura’s health had been so delicate since then, that her father feared to commence her studies, even while he was most anxious she should become a sensible and accomplished woman, with resources for happiness within herself.

“and she shall be, if i can make her so,” was clara’s inward thought, as she looked on the sweet face of the child, and a new chord in her heart was touched she knew not wherefore. it was impossible to analyse the feeling, even to one long accustomed to analysing hearts, and clara gave it up in despair; but affection and interest alike clung round the child, who gave back all she received. her weak health prevented her entering into all the routine of the schoolroom, and she became clara’s constant companion and pupil. repeatedly the artless letters of the child to her doting father teemed with the goodness, the gentleness, the tenderness of miss stanley; soon convincing sir dudley how quick and ready were her powers of comprehension, and filling his heart with gratitude towards that kind friend, whom he knew not, guessed not was the authoress of the same name whose gentle eloquence in her sex’s cause had even now his admiration.

laura granville had been with mrs. langley about eight months, when she became extremely ill, from an epidemic that had suddenly broken out in the village; all mrs. langley’s household were attacked by it in a greater or less degree, but in laura alone did it threaten to be fatal. careless of her own fatigue, clara devoted herself, day and night, to the young sufferer. her affections had never before been so warmly enlisted; not one of her young friends had ever become so completely part of herself, and as she watched and tended her morning prayers for her recovery, it seemed as if the child must be something nearer to her than in reality she was.

an express had been sent off for sir dudley granville; but, from his having gone unexpectedly to visit a friend in germany, it was unavoidably delayed on its way, and nearly three weeks elapsed ere the baronet reached ashford. from the haste with which he had travelled, no account of her progress could reach him; and it was in a state of agony and suspense no words can describe that the father flung himself from his carriage at mrs. langley’s gate, and rushed into her presence.

“your child lives; is rapidly recovering—may be stronger than she has been yet,” were the first words he heard, for his look and manner were all-sufficient introduction; and the benevolent physician, who had that instant quitted his little patient, grasped sir dudley’s hand with reassuring pressure. the baronet tried to return it with a smile, but his quivering lip could only gasp forth an ejaculation of thankfulness, and sinking on a chair, he covered his face with his hand.

“let me see this incomparable young woman, the preserver of my child!” he passionately exclaimed, as dr. bernard and mrs. langley, after describing the progress and crisis of laura’s illness, attributed her unexpected recovery, under providence, to the incessant care and watchfulness of miss stanley, the physician declaring his utmost skill had been, without it, of no avail whatever. being assured his appearance would not injure laura, who was, in truth, daily expecting him, he eagerly followed mrs. langley to the room, and paused a moment on the threshold unobserved.

laura was sitting up in her little bed, supported by pillows, looking pale and delicate, indeed, but smiling with that joyous animation which, in childhood, is so sure a sign of returning health; and dressing, with the greatest zest, a beautiful doll, which, with its plentifully-supplied wardrobe, lay beside her. near the bed, and seated by a small table, covered with books and writings, was clara, who, by the rapid movement of her pen, and her immovable attention, was evidently deeply engrossed in her employment. sir dudley could not see her face, for it was bent down, and even its profile turned from him, but a strange thrill shot through him as he gazed.

“oh! look, miss stanley, how beautiful your work shows, now she is dressed. how kind you were to make her all these pretty things. i can do it all but these buttons, will you do them for me?”

clara laid down her pen with a smile, to comply with the child’s request; and as she did so, laura laid her little head caressingly on her bosom, saying, fondly, “dear, dear, miss stanley, i wish papa would come; he would thank you for all your goodness much better than i can.”

“i wish he would come, for your sake and his own, dearest—not to thank me, though i shall not love you the less for being so grateful, laura,” was the reply, in a voice, whose low, musical tones brought back, as by a flash of light to sir dudley’s heart, feelings, thoughts, memories, of past years, which he thought were hushed for ever.

“miss stanley! clara! inscrutable providence!—is it to you i owe my child?” he exclaimed, springing suddenly forward, and clasping his little child to his heart—one moment covering laura’s upturned face with kisses, the next turning his earnest, grateful gaze on the astonished clara.

for an instant her heart grew faint, for the fatigue of long-continued nursing had weakened her; nor could she realize in that agitating moment the lapse of ten years, since she had last looked on his face, or listened to its richly expressive voice. time had passed over her heart, leaving its early dream unchanged, and vainly she strove to feel how long a period had flown. all seemed a thick and traceless mist; but when she succeeded in shaking off that prostrating weakness, forcing herself to remember it was sir dudley granville, not granville dudley, who had thus addressed her, still one fact was certain, the object of her first, her only affection was at her side once more—it was his child her care had saved.

day after day did clara stanley and sir dudley granville pass hours together by the couch of laura. though conscious her secret was still her own, and grateful that, after the first burst of natural feeling, granville’s manner to her was only that of an obliged and appreciating friend, clara’s peculiarly delicate feelings would have kept her from laura’s room during the visits of her father; but the child was restless and uncomfortable whenever she was absent, and granville so evidently entreated her continued presence, that to keep away was impossible. it was during these pleasant interviews sir dudley related the cause of his change of name. he had become, most unexpectedly, the heir to his godfather, sir william granville, who had left him all his estates, on the sole condition of his adopting, for himself and his heirs, the name of granville—sir granville granville, he added, with a smile, was not sufficiently euphonious, and so he had placed the dudley first instead of last. he alluded in terms of the warmest admiration to her works, and wondered at his own stupidity in never connecting the miss stanley of his laura’s letters with the authoress he had once known. a very peculiar smile beamed on the lips of clara as he thus spoke, but she did not say its meaning.

one day, some six or seven weeks after granville’s appearance at ashford, clara had just comfortably seated herself at her desk, after seeing laura ensconced in her little pony chaise, when she was startled by hearing sir dudley’s voice, in accents of unusual seriousness, close beside her.

“will you tell me, miss stanley, how you can possibly contrive to unite so perfectly the literary with the domestic characters? i have watched, but cannot find you fail in either—how is this?”

“simply, sir dudley, because, in my opinion, it is impossible to divide them. perfect in them, indeed, i am not; but though i know it is possible for woman to be domestic without being literary—as we are all not equally endowed by providence—to my feelings, it is not possible to be more than usually gifted without being domestic. the appeal to the heart must come from the heart; and the quick sensibility of the imaginative woman must make her feel for others, and act for them, more particularly for the loved of home. to write, we must think, and if we think of duty, we, of all others, must not fail in its performance, or our own words are bitter with reproach. it is from want of thought most failings spring, alike in duty as in feeling. from this want the literary and imaginative woman must be free.”

granville’s eyes never moved from the fair, expressive face of the gentle woman who thus spoke, till she ceased, and then he paced the room in silence; till, seating himself beside her, he besought her to listen to him, and pity and forgive him, and prove that she forgave him; and, ere she could reply, he poured forth the tale of his earlier love—how truly he loved her, even when his idle prejudices against literary women caused him to fly from her influence, and enter into a hurried engagement with one, beautiful indeed, but, from having no resources within herself, the mere votaress of pleasure and outward excitement. how bitterly he had repented through seven weary years the misery he had brought upon himself—how constantly he had yearned for a companion of his home and of his mind—and how repeatedly, as he glanced over her pages, where pure fresh feeling breathed in every line, and the love of home and its sacred ties were so forcibly inculcated, he had cursed his own folly. how he had sought to drown thought in a public career, but had still felt desolate; and now that he looked on her again, not only in her own character, but as the preserver of his child, how completely he felt that happiness was gone from him for ever, unless she would give it in herself!

clara’s face was turned from him as he spoke, but, ere he concluded, the quick, bright tears were falling in her lap; and when she tried to meet his glance and speak, her lip so quivered that no words came. it was an effort ere she could tell her tale; but it was told at length, though granville’s ardent gratitude was for the moment checked by her serious rejoinder.

“it is no shame now, dear granville, to confess how deeply and constantly i have returned your affection; but listen to me ere you proceed further. i do not doubt what you say, that your prejudices are all removed; but are you certain, quite certain, that a woman who has resources of mind as well as of heart can make you happy, as you believe? at one-and-twenty you could have moulded me to what you pleased. i doubt whether i should have written another line, had you not approved of my doing it. at one-and-thirty this cannot be. my character—my habits are formed. i cannot draw back from my literary path, for i feel it accomplishes good. can i indeed make your happiness as i am? dearest granville, do not let feeling alone decide.”

“feeling! sense! reason! clara—my own clara—all speak and have spoken long. make my child but like yourself, and with two such blessings i dare not picture what life would be—too, too much joy.”

and joy it was. joy as it seemed. granville has felt that for once imagination fell short of reality, for his path is indeed one of sunshine; and as lady granville, the authoress, continues her path of literary and domestic usefulness, proving to the full how very possible it is for woman to unite the two, and that our great poet[3] is right when, in contradiction to moore’s shallow theory of the unfitness of genius to domestic happiness, he answered—“it is not because they possess genius that they make unhappy homes, but because they do not possess genius enough. a higher order of mind would enable them to see and feel all the beauty of domestic ties.”

3. wordsworth.