i.

how she found it.

patty stood at one of the windows of the asylum, looking thoughtfully down into the yard, where twenty girls were playing.

all had cropped heads, all wore brown gowns and blue aprons, and all were orphans like herself. some were pretty and some plain, some rosy and gay, some pale and feeble, but all seemed happy and having a good time in spite of many drawbacks.

more than once one of them nodded and beckoned to patty, but she shook her head decidedly, and still stood, listlessly watching them, and thinking to herself with a child's impatient spirit,—

"oh, if some one would only come and take me away! i'm so tired of living here i don't think i can bear it much longer."

poor patty might well wish for a change; for she had been in the asylum ever since she could remember; but though every one was kind to her, she was heartily tired of the place, and longed to find a home as many of the girls did.

the children were nursed and taught until old enough to help themselves, then were adopted by people or went out to service. now and then some forlorn child was claimed by relatives who had discovered it, and once the relatives of a little girl proved to be rich and generous people, who came for katy in a fine carriage, treated all the other girls in honor of the happy day, and from time to time let katy visit them with hands full of gifts for her former playmates and friends.

this event had made a great stir in the asylum, and the children were never tired of talking it over and telling it to new comers as a modern sort of fairy tale. for a time, each hoped to be claimed in the same way, and stories of what they would do when their turn came was one of the favorite amusements of the house.

by and by katy ceased to come, and gradually new girls took the place of those that left, and her good fortune was forgotten by all but patty. to her it always remained a splendid possibility, and she comforted her loneliness by visions of the day when her "folks" would come for her, and bear her away to a future of luxury and pleasure, rest and love.

but no one came, and year after year patty worked and waited, saw others chosen and herself left to the many duties and few pleasures of her dull life. the reason why she was not taken was because of her pale face, her short figure, with one shoulder higher than the other, and her shy ways. she was not ill now, but looked so, and was a sober, quiet little woman at thirteen.

people who came for pets chose the pretty little ones; and those who wanted servants took the tall, strong, merry-faced girls, who spoke up brightly and promised to learn and do any thing required of them.

the good matron often recommended patty as a neat, capable, gentle little person, but no one seemed to want her, and after every failure her heart grew heavier and her face sadder, for the thought of spending her life there was unbearable.

nobody guessed what a world of hopes and thoughts and feelings was hidden under that blue pinafore, what dreams the solitary child enjoyed, or what a hungry, aspiring young soul lived in that crooked little body.

but god knew; and when the time came he remembered patty and sent her the help best fitted for her needs. sometimes, when we least expect it, a small cross proves a lovely crown, a seemingly unimportant event becomes a life-long experience, or a stranger changes into a friend.

it happened so now; for as patty said aloud with a great sigh, "i don't think i can bear it any longer!" a hand touched her shoulder, and a voice said, gently,—

"bear what, my child?"

the touch was so light and the voice so kind that patty answered before she had time to feel shy.

"living here, ma'am, and never being chosen out like the other girls are."

"tell me all about it, dear. i'm waiting for a friend, and i'd like to hear your troubles," sitting down in the window-seat and drawing patty beside her.

she was not young, nor pretty, nor finely dressed, only a gray-haired woman in plain black; but her face was so motherly, her eyes so cheerful, and her voice so soothing, that patty felt at ease in a minute, and nestled up to her as she told her little woes in a few simple words.

"you don't know any thing about your parents?" asked the lady.

"no, ma'am; i was left here a baby without even a name pinned to me, and no one has come to find me. but i shouldn't wonder if they did yet, so i keep ready all the time and learn as hard as i can, so they won't be ashamed of me, for i guess my folks is respectable," and patty lifted her head with an air of pride that made the lady ask, with a smile,—

"what makes you think so?"

"well, i heard the matron tell a lady who chose nelly brian that she always thought i came of high folks because i was so different from the others, and my ways was nice, and my feet so small,—see if they ain't,"—and, slipping them out of the rough shoes she wore, patty held up two slender little feet with the arched insteps that tell of good birth.

miss murry laughed right out at the innocent vanity of the poor child, and said, heartily, "they are small, and so are your hands in spite of work, and your hair is fine, and your eyes are soft and clear, and you are a good child i'm sure, which is best of all."

pleased and touched by the praise that is so pleasant to us all, yet half ashamed of herself, patty blushed and smiled, put on her shoes, and said, with unusual animation,—

"i'm pretty good, i believe, and i know i'd be much better if i only could get out. i do so long to see trees and grass, and sit in the sun and hear birds. i'd work real hard and be happy if i could live in the country."

"what can you do?" asked miss murry, stroking the smooth head and looking down into the wistful eyes fixed upon her.

modestly, but with a flutter of hope at her heart, patty told over her domestic accomplishments, a good list for a thirteen-year-older, but patty had been drilling so long she was unusually clever at all sorts of house-work as well as needle-work.

as she ended, she asked, timidly,—

"did you come for a girl, ma'am?"

"my sister did; but she has found one she likes, and is going to take her on trial," was the answer that made the light fade out of patty's eyes and the hope die in her heart.

"who is it, please?"

"lizzie brown, a tall, nice-looking girl of fourteen."

"you won't like her i know, for lizzie is a real ——;" there patty stopped short, turned red, and looked down, as if ashamed to meet the keen, kind eyes fixed on her.

"a real what?"

"please, ma'am, don't ask; it was mean of me to say that, and i mustn't go on. lizzie can't help being good with you, and i am glad she's got a chance to go away."

miss murry asked no more questions; but she liked the little glimpse of character, and tried to brighten patty's face again by talking of something she liked.

"suppose your 'folks,' as you say, never come for you, and you never find your fortune, as some girls do, can't you make friends and fortune for yourself?"

"how can i?" questioned patty, wonderingly.

"by taking cheerfully whatever comes, by being helpful and affectionate to all, and wasting no time in dreaming about what may happen, but bravely making each day a comfort and a pleasure to yourself and others. can you do that?"

"i can try, ma'am," answered patty, meekly.

"i wish you would; and when i come again you can tell me how you get on. i think you will succeed; and when you do, you will have found a fine fortune, and be sure of friends. now i must go; cheer up, deary, your turn must come some day."

with a kiss that won patty's heart, miss murry went away, casting more than one look of pity at the little figure in the window-seat, sobbing, with a blue pinafore over its face.

this disappointment was doubly hard to patty; because lizzie was not a good girl, and deserved nothing, and patty had taken a great fancy to the lady who spoke so kindly to her.

for a week after this she went about her work with a sad face, and all her day-dreams were of living with miss murry in the country.

monday afternoon, as she stood sprinkling clothes, one of the girls burst in, saying, all in a breath,—

"somebody's come for you, and you are to go right up to the parlor. it's mrs. murry, and she's brought liz back, 'cause she told fibs, and was lazy, and liz is as mad as hops, for it is a real nice place, with cows, and pigs, and children; and the work ain't hard and she wanted to stay. do hurry, and don't stand staring at me that way."

"it can't be me—no one ever wants me—it's some mistake"—stammered patty, so startled and excited, she did not know what to say or do.

"no, it isn't. mrs. murry won't have any one but you, and the matron says you are to come right up. go along; i'll finish here. i'm so glad you have got a chance at last;" and with a good-natured hug, the girl pushed patty out of the kitchen.

in a few minutes patty came flying back, all in a twitter of delight, to report that she was going at once, and must say good-by all round. every one was pleased, and when the flurry was over, the carriage drove away with the happiest little girl ever seen inside, for at last some one did want her, and patty had found a place.

ii.

how she filled it.

for a year patty lived with the murrys, industrious, docile, and faithful, but not yet happy, because she had not found all she expected. they were kind to her, as far as plenty of food and not too much work went. they clothed her comfortably, let her go to church, and did not scold her very often. but no one showed that they loved her, no one praised her efforts, no one seemed to think that she had any hope or wish beyond her daily work, and no one saw in the shy, quiet little maid-servant, a lonely, tender-hearted girl longing for a crumb of the love so freely given to the children of the house.

the murrys were busy people; the farm was large, and the master and his eldest son were hard at it all summer. mrs. murry was a brisk, smart housewife, who "flew round" herself, and expected others to do likewise. pretty ella, the daughter, was about patty's age, and busy with her school, her little pleasures, and all the bright plans young girls love and live in. two or three small lads rioted about the house, making much work, and doing very little.

one of these boys was lame, and this fact seemed to establish a sort of friendly understanding between him and patty, for he was the only one who ever expressed any regard for her. she was very good to him, always ready to help him, always patient with his fretfulness, and always quick to understand his sensitive nature.

"she's only a servant, a charity girl who works for her board, and wears my old duds. she's good enough in her place, but of course she can't expect to be like one of us," ella said to a young friend once, and patty heard her.

"only a servant"—that was the hard part, and it never occurred to any one to make it softer; so patty plodded on, still hoping and dreaming about friends and fortune.

if it had not been for miss murry i fear the child would not have got on at all. but aunt jane never forgot her, though she lived twenty miles away, and seldom came to the farm. she wrote once a month, and always put in a little note to patty, which she expected to have answered.

so patty wrote a neat reply, very stiff and short at first; but after a time she quite poured out her heart to this one friend who sent her encouraging words, cheered her with praise now and then, and made her anxious to be all miss jane seemed to expect. no one took much notice of this correspondence, for aunt jane was odd, and patty used to post her replies herself, being kindly provided with stamps by her friend.

this was patty's anchor in her little sea of troubles, and she clung to it, hoping that some time, when she had earned such a beautiful reward, she would go and live with miss murry.

christmas was coming, and great fun was expected; for the family were to pass the day before at aunt jane's, and bring her home for the dinner and dance next day. for a week beforehand, mrs. murry flew round with more than her accustomed speed, and patty trotted from morning till night, lending a hand at all the least agreeable jobs. ella did the light, pretty work, and spent much time over her new dress, and the gifts she was making for the boys.

every thing was done at last, and mrs. murry declared that she should drop if she had another thing to do but go to jane's and rest.

patty had lived on the hope of going with them; but nothing was said about it, and they all trooped gayly away to the station, leaving her to take care of the house, and see that the cat did not touch one of the dozen pies stored away in the pantry.

patty kept up bravely till they were gone; then she sat down like cinderella, and cried, and cried until she couldn't cry any more, for it did seem as if she never was to have any fun, and no fairy godmother came to help her. the shower did her good, and she went about her work with a meek, patient face that would have touched a heart of stone.

all the morning she finished up the odd jobs left her to do, and in the afternoon, as the only approach to a holiday she dared venture, she sat at the parlor window and watched other people go to and fro, intent on merry-makings in which she had no part.

one pleasant little task she had, and that was arranging gifts for the small boys. miss jane had given her a bit of money now and then, and out of her meagre store the affectionate child had made presents for the lads; poor ones, but full of good-will and the desire to win some in return.

the evening was very long, for the family did not return as early as they expected to do, so patty got out her treasure-box, and, sitting on the warm kitchen hearth, tried to amuse herself, while the wind howled outside and snow fell fast.

there we must leave her for a little while, quite unconscious of the happy surprise that was being prepared for her.

when aunt jane welcomed the family, her first word, as she emerged from a chaos of small boys' arms and legs, was "why, where is patty?"

"at home, of course; where should she be?" answered mrs. murry.

"here with you. i said 'all come' in my letter; didn't you understand it?"

"goodness, jane, you didn't mean bring her too, i hope."

"yes, i did, and i'm so disappointed i'd go and get her if i had time."

miss jane knit her brows and looked vexed, as ella laughed at the idea of a servant's going pleasuring with the family.

"it can't be helped now, so we'll say no more, and make it up to patty to-morrow, if we can." and aunt jane smiled her own pleasant smile, and kissed the little lads all round, as if to sweeten her temper as soon as possible.

they had a capital time, and no one observed that aunty now and then led the talk to patty, asked a question about her, caught up every little hint dropped by the boys concerning her patience and kindness, and when mrs. murry said, as she sat resting, with a cushion at her back, a stool at her feet, and a cup of tea steaming deliciously under her nose,—

"afraid to leave her there in charge? oh, dear no! i've entire confidence in her, and she is equal to taking care of the house for a week if need be. on the whole, jane, i consider her a pretty promising girl. she isn't very quick, but she is faithful, steady, and honest as daylight."

"high praise from you, maria; i hope she knows your good opinion of her."

"no, indeed; it don't do to pamper up a girl's pride by praising her. i say, 'very well, patty,' when i'm satisfied, and that's enough."

"ah, but you wouldn't be satisfied if george only said, 'very well, maria,' when you had done your very best to please him in some way."

"that's a different thing," began mrs. murry, but miss jane shook her head, and ella said, laughing,—

"it's no use to try and convince aunty on that point, she has taken a fancy to pat, and won't see any fault in her. she's a good child enough; but i can't get any thing out of her, she is so odd and shy."

"i can; she's first rate, and takes care of me better than any one else," said harry, the lame boy, with sudden warmth, for patty had quite won his selfish little heart by many services.

"she'll make mother a nice helper as she grows up, and i consider it a good speculation. in four years she'll be eighteen, and if she goes on doing so well, i shan't begrudge her wages," added mr. murry, who sat near by, with a small son on each knee.

"she'd be quite pretty if she was straight, and plump, and jolly. but she is as sober as a deacon, and when her work is done, sits in a corner, watching us with her big eyes, as shy and mute as a mouse," said ned, the big brother, lounging on the sofa.

"a dull, steady-going girl, just fitted for a servant, and no more," concluded mrs. murry, setting down her cup as if the subject was ended.

"you are quite mistaken, and i'll prove it!" and up jumped aunt jane so energetically, that the boys laughed and the elders looked annoyed. pulling out a portfolio, aunt jane untied a little bundle of letters, saying impressively,—

"now listen, all of you, and see what has been going on under patty's blue pinafore this year."

then miss jane read the little letters one by one, and it was curious to see how the faces of the listeners woke up, grew attentive first, then touched, then self-reproachful, and finally how full of interest, and respect, and something very like affection for little patty.

these letters were pathetic to read, as aunty read them to listeners who could supply much that the writer generously left unsaid, and the involuntary comments of the hearers proved the truth of patty's words.

"does she envy me because i'm 'pretty and gay, and have a good time?' i never thought how hard it must be for her to see me have all the fun, and she all the work. she's a girl like me, though she does grub; and i might have done more for her than give her my old clothes, and let her help dress me when i go to a party," said ella, hastily, as aunt jane laid down one letter in which poor patty told of many "good times and she not in 'em."

"sakes alive, if i'd known the child wanted me to kiss her now and then, as i do the rest, i'd have done it in a minute," said mrs. murry, with sudden softness in her sharp eyes, as aunt jane read this little bit,—

"i am grateful, but, oh! i'm so lonely, and it's so hard not to have any mother like the children. if mrs. murry would only kiss me good-night sometimes, it would do me more good than pretty clothes or nice victuals."

"i've been thinking i'd let her go to school a spell, ever since i heard her showing bob how to do his lessons. but mother didn't think she could spare her," broke in mr. murry, apologetically.

"if ella would help a little, i guess i could. anyway, we might try a while, since she is so eager to learn," added his wife, anxious not to seem unjust to sister jane.

"well, joe laughed at her as well as me, when the boys hunched up their shoulders the way she does," cried conscience-stricken bob, as he heard a sad little paragraph about her crooked figure, and learned that it came from lugging heavy babies at the asylum.

"i cuffed 'em both for it, and i have always liked patty," said harry, in a moral tone, which moved ned to say,—

"you'd be a selfish little rascal if you didn't, when she slaves so for you and gets no thanks for it. now that i know how it tires her poor little back to carry wood and water, i shall do it of course. if she'd only told me, i'd have done it all the time."

and so it went on till the letters were done, and they knew patty as she was, and each felt sorry that he or she had not found her out before. aunt jane freed her mind upon the subject, and they talked it over till quite an enthusiastic state of feeling set in, and patty was in danger of being killed with kindness.

it is astonishing how generous and kind people are when once waked up to a duty, a charity, or a wrong. now, every one was eager to repair past neglect, and if aunt jane had not wisely restrained them, the young folks would have done something absurd.

they laid many nice little plans to surprise patty, and each privately resolved not only to give her a christmas gift, but, what was better, to turn over a new leaf for the new year.

all the way home they talked over their various projects, and the boys kept bouncing into aunt jane's seat, to ask advice about their funny ideas.

"it must have been rather lonesome for the poor little soul all day. i declare i wish we'd taken her along," said mrs. murry, as they approached the house, through the softly-falling snow.

"she's got a jolly good fire all ready for us, and that's a mercy, for i'm half frozen," said harry, hopping up the step.

"don't you think if i touch up my blue merino it would fit patty, and make a nice dress for to-morrow, with one of my white aprons?" whispered ella, as she helped aunt jane out of the sleigh.

"hope the child isn't sick or scared; it's two hours later than i expected to be at home," added mr. murry, stepping up to peep in at the kitchen window, for no one came to open the door, and no light but the blaze of the fire shone out.

"come softly and look in; it's a pretty little sight, if it is in a kitchen," he whispered, beckoning to the rest.

quietly creeping to the two low windows, they all looked in, and no one said a word, for the lonely little figure was both pretty and pathetic, when they remembered the letters lately read. flat on the old rug lay patty fast asleep; one arm pillowed her head, and in the other lay puss in a cosy bunch, as if she had crept there to be sociable, since there was no one else to share patty's long vigil. a row of slippers, large and small, stood warming on the hearth, two little nightgowns hung over a chair, the tea-pot stood in a warm nook, and through the open door they could see the lamp burning brightly in the sitting-room, the table ready, and all things in order.

"faithful little creature! she's thought of every blessed thing, and i'll go right in and wake her up with a good kiss!" cried mrs. murry, making a dart at the door.

but aunt jane drew her back, begging her not to frighten the child by any sudden demonstrations. so they all went softly in, so softly that tired patty did not wake, even though puss pricked up her ears and opened her moony eyes with a lazy purr.

"look here," whispered bob, pointing to the poor little gifts half tumbling out of patty's apron. she had been pinning names on them when she fell asleep, and so her secret was known too soon.

no one laughed at the presents, and ella covered them up with a look of tender pity at the few humble treasures in patty's box, remembering as she laid back what she had once called "rubbish," how full her own boxes were of the pretty things girls love, and how easy it would have been to add to patty's store.

no one exactly knew how to wake up the sleeper, for she was something more than a servant in their eyes now. aunt jane settled the matter by stooping down and taking patty in her arms. the big eyes opened at once and stared up at the face above them for a moment, then a smile so bright, so glad, shone all over the child's face that it was transfigured, as patty clung to aunt jane, crying joyously,—

"is it really you? i was so afraid you wouldn't come that i cried myself to sleep about it."

never had any of them seen such love and happiness in patty's face before, heard such a glad, tender sound in her voice, or guessed what an ardent soul lay in her quiet body.

she was herself again in a minute, and, jumping up, slipped away to see that every thing was ready, should any one want supper after the cold drive.

they all went to bed so soon that there was no time to let out the secret, and though patty was surprised at the kind good-nights all said to her, she thought it was because miss jane brought a warmer atmosphere with her.

patty's surprises began early next day, for the first thing she saw on opening her eyes was a pair of new stockings hanging at the foot of her bed, crammed full of gifts, and several parcels lying on the table.

didn't she have a good time opening the delightful bundles? didn't she laugh and cry at the droll things the boys gave, the comfortable and pretty things the elders sent? and wasn't she a happy child when she tried to say her prayers and couldn't find words beautiful enough to express her gratitude for so much kindness?

a new patty went down stairs that morning,—a bright-faced girl with smiles on the mouth that used to be so sad and silent, confidence in the timid eyes, and the magic of the heartiest good-will to make her step light, her hand skilful, her labor a joy, and service no burden.

"they do care for me, after all, and i never will complain again," she thought, with a glad flutter at her heart, and sudden color in her cheeks, as every one welcomed her with a friendly "merry christmas, patty!"

it was a merry christmas, and when the bountiful dinner was spread and patty stood ready to wait, you can imagine her feelings as mr. murry pointed to a seat near miss jane and said, in a fatherly tone that made his bluff voice sweet,—

"sit down and enjoy it with us, my girl; nobody has more right to it, and we are all one family to-day."

patty could not eat much, her heart was so full; but it was a splendid feast to her, and when healths were drank she was overwhelmed by the honor harry did her, for he bounced up and exclaimed,—

"now we must drink 'our patty, long life and good luck to her!'"

that really was too much, and she fairly ran away to hide her blushes in the kitchen roller, and work off her excitement washing dishes.

more surprises came that evening; when she went to put on her clean calico she found the pretty blue dress and white apron laid ready on her bed "with ella's love."

"it's like a fairy story, and keeps getting nicer and nicer since the godmother came," whispered patty, as she shyly looked up at aunt jane, when passing ice-cream at the party several hours later.

"christmas is the time for all sorts of pleasant miracles, for the good fairies fly about just then, and give good-luck pennies to the faithful workers who have earned them," answered miss jane, smiling back at her little handmaid, who looked so neat and blithe in her new suit and happy face.

patty thought nothing farther in the way of bliss could happen to her that night, but it did when ned, anxious to atone for his past neglect, pranced up to her, as a final contra-dance was forming, and said heartily,—

"come, patty, every one is to dance this, even harry and the cat," and before she could collect her wits enough to say "no," she was leading off and flying down the middle with the young master in great style.

that was the crowning honor; for she was a girl with all a girl's innocent hopes, fears, desires and delights, and it had been rather hard to stand by while all the young neighbors were frolicking together.

when every one was gone, the tired children asleep, and the elders on their way up to bed, mrs. murry suddenly remembered she had not covered the kitchen fire. aunt jane said she would do it, and went down so softly that she did not disturb faithful patty, who had gone to see that all was safe.

aunt jane stopped to watch the little figure standing on the hearth alone, looking into the embers with thoughtful eyes. if patty could have seen her future there, she would have found a long life spent in glad service to those she loved and who loved her. not a splendid future, but a useful, happy one; "only a servant," yet a good and faithful woman, blessed with the confidence, respect and affection of those who knew her genuine worth.

as a smile broke over patty's face, miss jane said, with an arm round the little blue-gowned figure,—

"what are you dreaming and smiling about, deary? the friends that are to come for you some day, with a fine fortune in their pockets?"

"no, ma'am, i feel as if i'd found my folks, and i don't want any finer fortune than the love they've given me to-day. i'm trying to think how i can deserve it, and smiling because it's so beautiful and i'm so happy," answered patty, looking up at her first friend with full eyes and a glad, grateful glance that made her lovely.