thus it was that i dawdled about the city wondering what would become of me. my dramatic work, interesting as it was, was still so trivial in so far as the space given it and the public’s interest in it were concerned as to make it all but worthless. the great mccullagh was not interested in the stage; the proof of it was that he entrusted this interesting department to me. but circumstances were bringing about an onward if not upward step. i was daily becoming so restless and unhappy that it would have been strange if something had not happened. to think that there was no more to this dramatic work for me than now appeared, and that in addition mr. mccullagh was allowing mr. mitchell to give me afternoon and night or out-of-town assignments when i had important theatrical performances to report! as a matter of fact they were not important, but mitchell had no consideration for my critical work. he continued to give me two or three things to do on nights when, as he knew or i thought he should, i should spend the evening witnessing a single performance. this was to pay me out, so i thought, for going over his head. i grew more and more resentful, and finally a catastrophe occurred.
it happened that one sunday night late in april three shows were scheduled to arrive in the city, each performance being worthy of special attention. nearly all new shows opened in st. louis on sunday night and it was impossible for me to attend them all in one evening. i might have given both dick and peter tickets and asked them to help me, but i decided, since this was a custom practiced by my predecessor at times, to write up the notices beforehand, the facts being culled from various press-agent accounts already in my hands, and then comment more fully on the plays in some notes which i published mid-week. it happened, however, that on this particular evening mr. mitchell had other plans for me. without consulting me or my theatrical duties he handed me at about seven in the evening a slip of paper containing a notice of a street-car hold-up in the far western suburbs of the city. i was about to protest that my critical work demanded my presence elsewhere but concluded to hold my tongue. he would merely advise me to write up the notices of the shows, as i had planned, or, worse yet, tell me to let other people do them. i thought once of going to mccullagh and protesting, but finally went my way determined to do the best i could and protest later. i would hurry up on this assignment and then come back and visit the theaters.
when i reached the scene of the supposed hold-up there was nothing to guide me. the people at the car-barns did not know anything about it and the crew that had been held up was not present. i visited a far outlying police station but the sergeant in charge could tell me nothing more than that the crime was not very important, a few dollars stolen. i went to the exact spot but there were no houses in the neighborhood, only a barren stretch of track lying out in a rain-soaked plain. it was a gloomy, wet night, and i decided to return to the city. when i reached a car-line it was late, too late for me to do even a part of my critical work; the long distance out and the walks to the car-barn and the police station had consumed much time. as i neared the city i found that it was eleven o’clock. what chance had i to visit the theaters then? i asked myself angrily. how was i to know if the shows had even arrived? there had been heavy rains all over the west for the last week and there had been many wash-outs.
i finally got off in front of the nearest theater and went up to the door; it was silent and dark. i thought of asking the drugman who occupied a corner of the building, but that seemed a silly thing to be doing at this hour and i let it go. i thought of telephoning to the rival paper, the republic, when i reached the office, but when i got there i had first to report to mitchell, who was just leaving, and then, irritated and indifferent, i put it off for the moment. perhaps hartung would know.
“do you know what time the first edition goes to press here, hugh?” i asked him at a quarter after twelve.
“twelve-thirty, i think. the telegraph man can tell you.”
“do you know whether the dramatic stuff i sent up this afternoon gets in that?”
“sure—at least i think it does. you’d better ask the foreman of the composing-room about it, though.”
i went upstairs. instead of calling up the republic at once, or any of the managers of the theaters, or knocking out the notices entirely, i inquired how matters stood with the first edition. i was not sure that there was any reason for worrying about the shows not arriving, but something kept telling me to make sure.
at last i found that the first edition had been closed, with the notices in it, and went to the telephone to call up the republic. then the dramatic editor of that paper had gone and i could not find the address of a single manager. i tried to reach one of the theaters, but there was no response. the clock registered twelve-thirty by then, and i weakly concluded that things must be all right or that if they weren’t i couldn’t help it. i then went home and to bed and slept poorly, troubled by the thought that something might be wrong and wishing now that i had not been so lackadaisical about it all. why couldn’t i attend to things at the proper time instead of dawdling about in this fashion? i sighed and tried to sleep.
the next morning i arose and went through the two morning papers without losing any time. to my horror and distress, there in the republic was an announcement on the first page to the effect that owing to various wash-outs in several states none of the three shows had arrived the night before. and in my own paper, to my great pain was a full account of the performances and the agreeable reception accorded them!
“oh, lord!” i groaned. “what will mccullagh say? what will the other papers say? three shows reviewed, and not one here!” and in connection with one i had written: “a large and enthusiastic audience received mr. sol smith russell” at the grand. and in connection with another that the gallery of pope’s theater “was top-heavy.” the perspiration burst from my forehead. remembering sisseretta jones and my tendency to draw the lightning of public observation and criticism, i began to speculate as to what newspaper criticism would follow this last faux pas. “great god!” i thought. “wait till he sees this!” and i was ready to weep. at once i saw myself not only the laughing-stock of the town but discharged as well. think of being discharged now, after all my fine dreams as to the future!
without delay i proceeded to the office and removed my few belongings, resolved to be prepared for the worst. with the feeling that i owed mr. mccullagh an explanation i sat down and composed a letter to him in which i explained, from my point of view, just how the thing had happened. i did not attack mr. mitchell or seek to shield myself but merely illustrated how i had been expected to handle my critical work in this office. i also added how kind i thought he had been, how much i valued his personal regard, and asked him not to think too ill of me. this letter i placed in an envelope addressed to “mr. joseph b. mccullagh, personal,” and going into his private office before any others had come down laid it on his desk. then i retired to my room to await the afternoon papers and think.
they were not long in appearing, and neither of the two leading afternoon papers had failed to notice the blunder. with the most delicate, laughing raillery they had seized upon this latest error of the great globe as a remarkable demonstration of what they affected to believe was its editor’s lately acquired mediumistic and psychic powers. the globe was regularly writing up various séances, slate-writing demonstrations and the like, in st. louis and elsewhere, things which mr. mccullagh was interested in or considered good circulation builders, and this was now looked upon as a fresh demonstration of his development in that line. “oh, lord! oh, lord!” i groaned when i read the following:
“to see three shows at once,” observed the post-dispatch, “and those three widely separated by miles of country and washed-out sections of railroad in three different states (illinois, iowa and missouri), is indeed a triumph; but also to see them as having arrived, or as they would have been had they arrived, and displaying their individual delights to three separate audiences of varying proportions assembled for that purpose is truly amazing, one of the finest demonstrations of mediumship—or perhaps we had better say materialization—yet known to science. great, indeed, is mccullagh. great the g.-d. indeed, now that we think of it, it is an achievement so astounding that even the globe may well be proud of it—one of the finest flights of which the human mind or the great editor’s psychic strength is capable. we venture to say that no spiritualist or materializing medium has ever outrivaled it. we have always known that mr. mccullagh is a great man. the illuminating charm of his editorial page is sufficient proof of that. but this latest essay of his into the realm of combined dramatic criticism, supernatural insight, and materialization, is one of the most perfect things of its kind and can only be attributed to genius in the purest form. it is psychic, supernatural, spooky.”
the evening chronicle for its part troubled to explain how ably and interestedly the spirit audiences and actors, although they might as well have been resting, the actors at least not having any contract which compelled their subconscious or psychic selves to work, had conducted themselves, doing their parts without a murmur. it was also here hinted that in future it would not be necessary for the globe to carry a dramatic critic, seeing that the psychic mind of its chief was sufficient. anyhow it was plain that the race was fast reaching that place where it could perceive in advance that which was about to take place; in proof of this it pointed of course to the noble mind which now occupied the editorial chair of the globe-democrat, seeing all this without moving from his office.
i was agonized. sweat rolled from my forehead; my nerves twitched. and to think that this was the second time within no more than a month that i had made my great benefactor the laughing-stock of the city! what must he think of me? i could see him at that moment reading these editorials.... he would discharge me....
not knowing what to do, i sat and brooded. gone were all my fine dreams, my great future, my standing in the eyes of men and of this paper! what was to become of me now? i saw myself returning to chicago—to do what? what would peter, dick, hazard, johnson, bellairs, all my new found friends, think? instead of going boldly to the office and seeing my friends, who were still fond of me if laughing at my break, or mr. mccullagh, i slipped about the city meditating on my fate and wondering what i was to do.
for at least a week, during the idlest hours of the morning and evening, i would slip out and get a little something to eat or loiter in an old but little-frequented book-store in walnut street, hoping to keep myself out of sight and out of mind. in a spirit of intense depression i picked up a few old books, deciding to read more, to make myself more fit for life. i also decided to leave st. louis, since no one would have me here, and began to think of chicago, whether i could stand it to return there, or whether i had better drift on to a strange place. but how should i live or travel, since i had very little money—having wasted it, as i now thought, on riotous living! the unhappy end of a spendthrift!
finally, after mooning about for a day or two more i concluded that i should have to leave my fine room and try to earn some money here so as to be able to leave. and so one morning, without venturing near the globe and giving the principal meeting-places of reporters and friends a wide berth, i went into the office of the st. louis republic, then thriving fairly well in an old building at third and chestnut streets. here with a heavy heart, i awaited the coming of the city editor, h. b. wandell, of whom i had heard a great deal but whom i had never seen.