kitty had a queer feeling that she was growing. the constant occupation distracted her mind and the glimpses she had of other lives and other outlooks awakened her imagination. she began to regain her spirits; she felt better and stronger. it had seemed to her that she could do nothing now but weep; but to her surprise, and not a little to her confusion, she caught herself laughing at this and that. it began to seem quite natural to live in the midst of a terrible epidemic. she knew that people were dying to the right and left of her, but she ceased very much to think of it. the mother superior had forbidden her to go into the infirmaries and the closed doors excited her curiosity. she would have liked to peep in, but could not do so without being seen, and she did not know what punishment the mother superior would inflict upon her. it would be dreadful to be sent away. she was devoted to the children now and they would miss her if she went; in fact she did not know what they would do without her.

and one day it occurred to her that she had neither thought of charles townsend nor dreamt of him for a week. her heart gave a sudden thud against her ribs: she was cured. she could think of him now with indifference. she loved him no longer. oh, the relief and the sense of liberation! it was strange to look back and remember how passionately she had yearned for him; she thought she would die when he failed her; she thought life thenceforward had nothing to offer but misery. and now already she was laughing. a worthless creature. what a fool she had made of herself! and now, considering him calmly, she wondered what on earth she had seen in him. it was lucky that waddington knew nothing, she could never have endured his malicious eyeing and his ironical innuendoes. she was free, free at last, free! she could hardly prevent herself from laughing aloud.

the children were playing some romping game and it was her habit to look on with an indulgent smile, restraining them when they made too much noise and taking care that in their boisterousness none was hurt; but now in her high spirits, feeling as young as any of them, she joined in the game. the little girls received her with delight. they chased up and down the room, shouting at the top of their shrill voices, with fantastic and almost barbarous glee. they grew so excited that they leaped into the air with joy. the noise was terrific.

suddenly the door opened and the mother superior stood on the threshold. kitty, abashed, extricated herself from the clutches of a dozen little girls who with wild shrieks had seized her.

"is this how you keep these children good and quiet?" asked the mother superior, a smile on her lips.

"we were having a game, mother. they got excited. it is my fault, i led them on."

the mother superior came forward and as usual the children clustered about her. she put her hands round their narrow shoulders and playfully pulled their little yellow ears. she looked at kitty with a long, soft look. kitty was flushed and she was breathing quickly. her liquid eyes were shining and her lovely hair, disarranged in all the struggling and the laughter, was in adorable confusion.

"que vous êtes belle, ma chère enfant," said the mother superior. "it does the heart good to look at you. no wonder these children adore you."

kitty blushed deeply and, she knew not why, tears suddenly filled her eyes. she covered her face with her hands.

"oh, mother, you make me ashamed."

"come, do not be silly. beauty is also a gift of god, one of the most rare and precious, and we should be thankful if we are happy enough to possess it and thankful, if we are not, that others possess it for our pleasure."

she smiled again and as though kitty were a child too gently patted her soft cheek.